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2010-04-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

it had been ages since i last blogged. is had been so crazy and finally is coming to the end of my holiday and guess what i'm starting school on thursday which is quite weird because i didn't try to have school reopen on thursday because all of my friend have their school reopen on monday, and i'm the odd one among them. ok things have been going crazy for me, after so many donkey year i finally master my courage and message my friend, the one i quarreled for don't know how many donkey years. oh, quite surprisingly that i did that. because i don't even know why i did that, maybe i need my friend back to be in my life. so in the end i took the initiative to talk to him. and guess what we are chatting but i realise i'm at the boundary talk never a heart to heart like what we use to do last time, i want my friend to be close with me again, i miss phone session i miss heart to heart talk.. i miss someone who can understand who can read me fellow. but i realise even if we are friend i cannot ignore the boundary the lines we have in between because this time i have to be more careful as compared to last time, but how can i control my god damn feeling afterall, i'm a human who have lots of emotion running in my body. haiz. i don't know what to do. i know i need draw line i know i need to consider my friend other half feelings. but who is there to concern about my real feelings toward this whole thing? if this is fate. tell me what to do next. ..

random posts

2010-01-13T08:31:00.000-08:00

wow.! michelle is back to update her blog. hahaha.! and today is php class.. bring my laptop to configure change os.. change to window 7! woohooo! so high. have been playing since i reach home and quickly finish rj and stuff so that i can quickly to the configuration and stuff. haha.! omg. this is a good thing i love window 7. is so nice. and the desktop wallpaper can change every half and hour and they will fit into the need you want them to be... then after that i was chatting with my parents.. hahaha.! after psycho-ing my mum. she give me her coach wristlet.. so nice of my mummy.! i love you.! hahaha.! althought she use it a few times. but i still like it.. hahaha.! yeah! happy happy.. so nice.. haha.! going to update soon.

new year post

2010-01-05T07:20:00.000-08:00

haven't been very active in updating my blog. finally holiday ended, went back to school still trying to adapt back to the time afterall my holiday is just so crazy when it come to sleep. haiz.. alot of things happened lately. and i'm fine already after what i had gone through and the people who gone it through with me.. so nice of them.. this is friends who don't leave you when u need them. hahaha. well life is alway contradicting will never suit your thinking for one day. but this is life.. and there is alot of ups and downs in your life, but i think is just a kind of thinking of how u really want your life to be.. to be surrounded by happiness and alot of friends, family.. or a kind of life to be surrounded with sorrows, problems where there is no friends and family around you when u need them. so now i realise.... no matter who come in to your life be it a long or short time. enjoy the moment you have with that person and when the person leave you. don't be too sad after all u know that he/she is just merely a passerback who come to say hi and also be a friend with you for a period of time. but after he/she leaves you will realise you got one big group of friends waiting for you at the back! telling you.. they are there for you.! so i don't have anything to wish for. i just want my friendship to long-lasting with my darlings..! that all i want. well going to update soon..

2009-12-17T08:07:00.000-08:00

omg.! today i went out with huiling, haopeng and qinghui..
firstly, we meet at jurong east. in the end i got something on.
so no choice but to meet at tajong pagar. haha.! then went to the cathay
for storm warriors. haha.! nice show. is just the sword sound make me feel abit irritating.
hahaha.! and the movie last about 2hours. then after that we went mac. haha.! sit down enjoy..
then after that huiling went off so after leave me and haopeng. listening me to whine and whine. hahaha.! so after that we walk till far east to meet qinghui. woah. we should have more this kind of gathering. althought is abit tirring but is fun. and we are having bbq on sunday.. sunday.! hahhaa.! but i can't make it on sat to buy the things. hahaha.! and we bought board game also. game of life.. haha.! taking a long time to decide whether to buy game of life or monopoly. hahaha.! omg.! this is fun. and i'm happy today. i'm just feeling so tired.. not enough rest, giving me alot of problems. being with my friends for 2 years, they are so precious to me. i can't lose them and i'm so bliss that i got a bunch of good friends who stand there for me no matter what happened. and they will alway listen to what i want to complain and whine. hahahaha.! so nice.! hahahaha.! update soon.

2009-12-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

time to update my blog, because of huiling saying that i'm not updating my blog. sad one. haha.! recently there is alot of ups and downs for me.. althought is something familiar that i faced before, but afterall. i took a longer time to let it go and is not easy.. who knows everythings start to come back from me again.. things is alway that funny. perharps this is life, there is alway so many ups and downs in my life. and i wish to isolate myself and i don't wish to step out of my comfort zone, i been hurt for once.. i don't want histories to repeat and this is scary.. omg.! well i just need some time for myself and i guess i will be fine after this cooling down period. went to watch new moon with huiling and haopeng ytd together at ps. new moon was nice, jacob black is handsome, edward still having so strong charisma.. so nice. then after that we went to the cathay for yakun.. haha.! bread. because of huiling need to leave early so they leave and i went to meet candy and gangs. went home at about 11pm. went to find some bite to eat so that i can eat medicine... after that i called huihui and we chatted and surprisingly peng is also inside the conversation, and after the whole conversation i feel so secure.. at least i didn't have any uncertain feeling again. i'm not alone, they are alway there for me.. this is something that won't change. so after all i think i just need some time to cool off, and also prevent history repeating. so i think this is what i want.. because i don't have the 2nd time of mood to accept this.. going to update soon i guess.

2009-12-01T08:14:00.000-08:00

hahaha. finally i got time to update my blog. a very short post. mostly ut grades is already out.. and i already got 2 uts grade being published.. and both of it is ok. average. but the 1 which shocked me is my php. i thought that one is saded. who know i got C+. haaha. then last week who know laptop corrupted again. go in hp again. just got it back ytd. and today brought it back to school to configure. and who knows it took whole day to configure. in the end come back install some update told me that i can't login. thank god sister save me man.! ask me go safe mode and system restore. hahaa.! then after that everything is ok. turn out to be my earpiece problem. cannot use earpiece to listen music. so in the end sister can't solve it. hidzir solve it.. haha. answer is need to update driver or else it won't be working. haha. so learnt lesson today.. after all it helpdesk seriously sometime cannot make it. ! omg. gonna update soon with pictures and my scrapbook.. and lastly also my dear sister candy give me a hug, when i start to get pekcek.. haha.

who do you think you ar? you are juz a peanut!!

2009-11-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

wth! what are you man? don't want who is the one who don't want to go out with u.! wakeup bimbo! come on la.. who do u think you are? haiz. act cute ar. only know how to act one kind. young and innocent? wakeup auntie. you are not going to be my friend, you are just a passerby to me.! seriously acting cute and innocent don't work anymore.! so wakeup your idea.!

2009-11-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

haha.! finally there is time for me to update my blog.. is a tiring week for me last week. starting ut already... the first one only.. omg.. the first is the operating system.. thank god i can still manage.. next tuesday will be java and the following ut will be the system analysis and design if i didn't remember wrongly.. haiz.. life man.. is alway like that didn't went to school on friday.. so i can sleep till a little late then go out in the afternoon.. life wasn't that nice for me.. i'm tired for school too.. haiz.. going to update soon.. i haven't been going out with sisters and clique already. i will find one day to do it soon.

2009-10-13T06:50:00.000-07:00

i finally finish the time traveler's wife already.. like after so many months. nice and wonderful story... she didn't give him up after so many things.. she had been waiting for her whole life for him.. be it just few seconds, minutes, days and months.. she didn't regret knowing him.. he is her life after all.. after reading make me realise that. wow.. so touching she didn't give up. she continue living her life and taking care of her daughter hoping that miracle will happened one day and her husband will time travel to visit her on day.. this was keeping her to go on everyday.. and finally she saw him when she is 82. and at the age of 82, he realise that she is still waiting for him to appear one fine day.. and her wish was finally fulfill. so touching.. is a sad and sweet story so far i read.. haiz. so nice to read. going to update soon

2009-10-10T09:05:00.000-07:00

well. time to update my blog. haven't been active for blogging.. pure lazy. haha. school reopen just only.. still adapting to the new environment, new classmates although some of them is mine ex-classmate and sister.. hahaha. think i counted as quite fortunate that i'm in the same class as sister. only one... hahahaha.things have been passing smoothly for me.. so next week i can start my movie date with my clique. can go shopping after school, can go ice-cream after school.. i miss my clique. school reopen 1 week is a nightmare. i had to go home immediately after school just to be in time to fetch my sister from school. haiz. is like totally grounded life for me for the past one week. but now i'm free.! so happy. so i can start planning what to do after school now. haha. i got a new wallet too. coach wallet. my mum bought that for me. hahahaha. as my belated birthday present which was damn belated. but after all i don't mind. hahaha. because this is what i want in the first place. and well my pp is being approve. so now next will be doing my pp poster. and i'm struck for this. i don't know how should i do for my pp poster. omg.! can someone help me with that. haiz. i just hate it. ytd went out ting like finally. after so many donkey weeks and both of us is so busy with our own stuff. haha. nice day out with her.. hahaha. i miss this kind of days. i'm loving it.! welll. going to update soon i guess. hahaha.

family gathering!

2009-09-20T10:53:00.000-07:00

hahaha.! finally after 49 days i can go back to my grandma place again. great right.. hahaha.! and guess what i ate my favourite food, which i had been thinking and thinking for a long long time.. haha. and finally dream came true today... my aunt bought fruit tarts from orchard central which i had been thinking whether should i eat it or not. because is too expensive.. 1 slice of fruit tart is going to cost me about 7.80. if i didn't remember wrongly. omg right.. is damn nice.. and my aunt get the whole fruit tart which cost about 80bucks!. hahaha.! omg..! and i told my mum about it.. this is what i want to eat. i told her.. and because of that. i ate 2 slice.. 1 more slice than other people. haahhaa.! well.. resubmitting my pp report also. is being reject.. so i have to edit and done with all the changes it should be made. haha. counting down to 2 more week. school reopening.. haiz. sad one.! going update this soon.!

random post!

2009-09-05T03:10:00.000-07:00

haiz
boring..
boring day..
how can a Saturday be that boring.
omg.! boring boring. kind of random post.
random. random. reading my book. not yet done yet.
but is kind of confusing.. still trying to analyze the story..
but i decide to watch the movie first then continue to read the book.
maybe i can get a better picture after the movie. don't know when can we go out and watch..
everyone seem busy. so busy.. haiz.. even my movie partner didn't reply me also. so sad.
but i manage to watch the proposal last week. hahaha.! with my clique but then without huihui..
so sad. afterall the movie is hilarious so nice and the ending is swe doing. eet. hahaha.! then after that we went MOF for late lunch.. which is about 5plus pm.. and went home early on that day so sad. didn't really have the time to sit down and have a nice chat. hahaha.! i want to meetup with them soon.. waiting for their reply. all so slow.. haiz. don't know what they doing ar. well update again..!

random!

2009-08-28T09:52:00.001-07:00

hahaha.! my time to update my blog. hahaha.! so sweet of my sister candy.. see yongheng have one i also have. so nice of her doing that picture for me.. thankyou! so happy.. haha. and i finally got my book the time traveler's wife, after waiting for so long.. really want to read this book before movie came out. hahaha. i don't want to watch the movie then i read the book. hahaha.! wonder how long can i finish this book! hahaha.! alot of things need to be done during holidays and also need to submit pp soon.. haha. omg. i'm just being so busy now. alright going to upload with lots of photo. still in the process of organizing the photos which had been taken during the last day of school.. update soon.

last day of school

2009-08-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

wooohooo~
last day of school..
last ut in the morning..
last time meeting my classmates..
last time gossiping around with my sisters..
hahaha.. i don't like to be apart with my sisters..
with them.. i pass time in school so fast..
so fast... semester finish.. haiz. i start missing the days with my sisters..
crazy and funny moment.. omg.. what will happened next sem..? no one will know..
we took class photo after our last ut.. and everyone was like rushing home after ut...
manage to just capture 2 full attendance class photo.. but afterall, i enjoy myself today..
although is tiring for me. and all i want was to come back home to sleep. haha.!
but in future i can still meet my sisters as and when i want.. so nice to be with them..
and also glad to have such good friends/sisters this semester.. and i enjoy alot with them..
i hope this sisterhood can contiune... hahaha.! and of course all the best to the other classmates.
update soon with pictures.. haha.

2009-08-13T05:01:00.000-07:00

michelle is blogging. so early. hahaha.! haiz. pon class today, partial myself or should i say. i don't expect that i will stay for the whole lesson today and is expect. haha. so leave sch at 12 going lunch with sisters. haha. then slack there do funny things. then went shopping. around causeway point. haiz. nothing better to go also. damn tired. no one seem to understand man.. i feel so bitch after all. so many things happened. and i can't do anything. omg. so what should i say. michelle oh michelle. your advice is limited. you can't do anything also. let the fate decide. you can't do anything. haiz. so how. nothing can be done at this moment. well. i will only sit back and relax and try to solve problem i think. maybe this will help me. hahahha.. well i'm not going to school tml. hahaha. pon class. or clear leave nicer words. hahaha. one sentence.. love suck to the hell when is not romantic.! update again

birthday celebration!

2009-08-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

life have been normal for me.. which to me i think is normal for so far.. haha. everything is great. well ytd was my birthday due to some personal reason i can't celebrate my birthday.. haha. so i went dinner with them instead.. with sisters and huihui. haha. a wonderful one at manhattan at clarke quay.. wonderful meal and present from them... and a cake from huihui.. who bought me something which i don't really like which is chocolate cake. but i appericate what she had done for me. thankyou darling..! and present by my sisters.! hahaha.. thankyou! i have a wonderful day ytd with my sister, although contact lens didn't manage to wear till the end of the day. due to dryness i had to took it out after the dinner.. was great night ytd i was so worry that huihui will be left out ytd man. but in the end everything went out to be fine.! so i'm quite happy. haha.! enough of ytd.. out of sudden i feel so bitch.. toward certain stuff. haiz.. i don't know whether what i'm doing is it correct or not. but as from what i know.. i can find conclusion one day. so michelle jiayou don't think so much..! hahaha.! this will be my conclusion for now. hahaha. going to update soon. i think.

Sister 21st birthday party!

2009-08-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

well. haha. time to update my blog.. ytd was sister birthday and guess what today is mine birthday.. because i don't have that day photos so decided not to update my blog that day we went to sister birthday party that day.. haha. was a fun one with them.. we went on the 8 of august instead on the 9.. well all of us having activity on that day. hahaha.! and life have been great with them. haha.! hope to have more pictures tml. and also wish myself happy birthday! hahaha.! update soon.

august birthday

2009-08-07T10:03:00.000-07:00

hahaha.! pictures..! celebrating sister birthday today.. a surprise one.. and he really didn't know anything man!.. so fast. he was so shock when he saw us, having the cake in the hand. hahaha.! so fast.. not the whole class turn up in school today.. ok la. time passed quite fast in school today, well nothing update too.. let pictures do the talking then.. will be having more picture tml.. hahhaa.! update again.!

unlucky day!

2009-08-06T09:09:00.000-07:00

haiz. unlucky day today, wake up early today so that i can go school early just to fix my laptop who know the train go faulty early in the morning and there is a hugh crowd at the pioneer mrt station, which i went in front to take a look of the situation so i ask the commutator what wrong and she told me that the train will only stop at clementi, and i need to change train at jurong east so seriously i got no affect of this, so i try to squeeze myself in the crowd and finally i'm on the platform and train arrives who knows when i got into the train, the train stop at pioneer for quite a long time before proceeding to the next stop, and the same thing happened to boonlay too, so in the end i reach school at 9am. imagine that. 9am. so i immediately go to it helpdesk straight, in the end i went to the wrong side which is located beside my block turned out to be only for year 1, freak. so i went all the way to e3 there which is meant for senior student. omg. so i left my laptop there, went back to class, after that they ask me come down again because my laptop got missing parition and this missing parition they can't find it, so in the end they told me that probably is my hard-disk which is having problem.. so i thought was just a small problem until 2pm my laptop return to me, so i restart again, and then bye bye to my laptop nothing come out again, so i decided to call hp. and guess what, they are going to collect it from me at my house. and bring back to repair and now i got no choice but to borrow a laptop my uncle.. to use it first, and 2 weeks lates is ut3. omg.! life is just so unpredictable for me right now. so i will just have to go through it and also learn a big lesson of that. haiz. please.. bring away all this unfortunate stuff away from me. and tml i still have to make a trip down to it helpdesk just to connect myself to the domain. omg. life is tedious. tml is database. haha.! with my sister. going to update soon i guess. i hope will be good news which i'm updating and not the bad one. bless me please.

2009-08-04T07:26:00.000-07:00

omg.. haha. life have been difficult for me.. stupid me.. omg.. just now i just start up my computer.. so in the end i did the most clever decision is to reformat and first time i reformat it was enterprise, so i thought of restoring to what i have afternoon without update,so i went to restore again.. holy mama.. haha.. thank la. whole thing gone.. after finish loading they told me that boot manage was missing. so i got no choice to find people for help.. i find cheekhong. he give me blur look. tell me he don't know what is that.. then in the end.. i look for sister. haha. heng ar. sister know how to do it. so i went to search for the system recovery disc. and then i insert it in. wow. miracle. can work. haha. but now my operating system is home basic.. so this is a lesson learn.. clever jiu hao. don't act clever. how i wish to replay. haha. omg... so regret can.. haiz. but nevermind. lesson learn. i know how to reformat vista now. haha. and next time cannot anyhow press on f11.. haha.! ok.. well. today class is java. did nothing.. not did nothing. is just that i miss last week. so this week turn out to be clueless as expected.. haha. and now i'm mugging for java ut which is going to be 2 week later. i think. if i'm not wrong. haha. haiz. time passes so fast. going to end of semester already. wondering how my new class going to be. is it a torture for us to change class everytime. omg. i hate it! i have to get use to it again. is so unfair to us. can rp change their system let me stay with my sisters.. haha. don't change me.. let me stay with my sisters please. haha. tml going out with my sisters. haha.. will be a great time i guess.. hahaha.! going to update again soon.

2009-08-03T07:18:00.000-07:00

well well.. 7 more days to my birthday.. seriously. i don't look forward or feeling excited about it.. i don't know how am i feeling.. haha. am i numb... i also don't know. well. i don't know what i want also. no one will know too.. well. i just enjoy my remaining few weeks with my classmates and they all i think.. that will be the life.. hahaha. ut schedule is out too. haiz. sian. don't know should i be thankful that database is on the last day or sad that database is the last day.. haiz.. first one will be multimedia. monday should be the day studying already. haiz.. so i will work hard to my goal.. haha. update again.

life

2009-07-31T19:54:00.000-07:00

had been so busy lately. life had been difficult for me, last friday my grandma suddenly leave we all. make me feel so messy out of sudden. so tired after the funeral.. i love her so much.. that what i want to said. well.. ytd went back to school for class... finally. ytd want to go and shop sister's present.. haha. but in the end too late, so cannot make it so we decided ytd to go today.. hahaha.! sister's birthday.. then how about mine... well i'm still thinking whether what i want and what kind of celebration, so should i say i cannot even celebrate my birthday.. another good news.. bursary arrive.. can be collect on 17 august 2009. haha. which is after my birthday few more days... gonna update again with pictures i hope.

2009-07-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

great life.. went out with my family today. we went to the safar jurong west.. which is still newly open.. went there to swim.. nothing much didn't do lots of things there too. so after that went back to ah ma house which is somewhere i like to go. haha.i think.. something confirm. i'm not attending august 1st cousin wedding.. too far for me.. and i will be so tired. to wake up so early. haiz. things lately happening so far which i cannot even let it wait. met carmen last friday for dessert, and had a long chat about alot of things, honestly speaking i don't know whether to be happy or sad, when she told me all those stuff, but one thing for sure will be, i want to clarify all the things, it is a torture for me after all, i thought i will be fine after so many year, i thought i let it go.. at the moment i don't think so.. after the chat with singyen ytd, which everyone will think is a miracle because i don't even chat with him about my stuff, is so funny but after all we chat.. and funny thing was he understand what i'm going through right now. haha. should i say that i finally found someone who understand what i'm doing instead of telling me, u should let it go, move on, don't think.. all this kind of stuff which jolly well i know that i can't even let go in the first place.. i think this is the funny thing i ever come across someone who i trust as a friend to me till now. turn out to be a wolf or worst witch, all along she is just using me to get close to someone.. omg.. i didn't know that.. I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I DON'T DESERVE SUCH TREATEMENT LOR. BECAUSE OF YOU.!

PICTURES!

2009-07-09T08:41:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA.! i'm back.! today is a fun day with my classmates.. haha.! today lesson is fun but also give me heart-attack.. last minute work but in the end i manage to finish it. today ut.. rest for one week then next next week ut start again.. now already problem 10 already. hahaha.! so fast. semester going to soon. haha. counting one more month..! hahhaha.! going to update again..

2009-07-07T09:52:00.000-07:00

michelle is back for blogging... hahaha.! ok let see... update about this week.. well didn't really have alot of activity this week and last week.. due to alot of things.. haha.! cos all my friend are so unavaliable for me.. one gotta quarantine, one leg cannot make it, one oversea.. haha. all so busy.. this week is a busy week for me.. haha. ut starting again.. haiz.. today database ut. cui.. cannot make it this time. i got no confidence in today's ut. haiz.. so tml will be studying data-communication which i can find hope in the ut. i hope.. haha. and recently i got a new clique. hahaha.! called SISTERS! WOW.! hahaha.! so fun..is fun to go school now.. looking forward to be with my new clique of course with my old clique too. hahaha.! feel so contented.. after having so many things. hahaha.! so i'm going to update again.. hahaha.

2009-06-30T09:05:00.000-07:00

hahaha..! finally i got time to update my blog. recently too busy to update, with school work shopping and meeting up with friends.. haha. lately lots of things happened make me lost my concertration. hahaha. tiring can.. hahaha. rp alway increasing the number of people getting h1n1. actually going movie tml with huiling.. who knows. she also gotta quarantine. so cannot go out. so out of sudden i lost a movie partner.. haha. want to ask ting to go movie. who know she going oversea.. when she finish quarantine. movie no more already. sad. hahaha.! 1month later will be my big day! hahahaha.! i should be starting my wish list soon.. now maybe i can post up few things already..haha.!

wishlist
buffet lunch with my friends
new shades
coach wristlet
raplh lauren tote bag
necklace

that is all at the moment.. hahaha.! update soon!

PS. I LOVE YOU

2009-06-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

haha. surprisingly i re-watched ps i love you again. nice show. make me cry like hell. so touching.. i also want to find such a lovely husband in future. if possible. hahaha. and there is so many memorable quotes in the movie.. haha.

this is gerry last letter to holly :
Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you

patricia to holly:
You know the worst thing for a parent... second after losing a child? Watching your child head for the same life you had. You can't stop it. It's a terrible, helpless feeling. Makes you angry all the time. And I've been angry. For a very long time. I'm exhausted.

gerry to holly:
I know what I want, because I have it in my hands right now. You.

Patricia to holly:
I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like your in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his.

By The Boab Tree

2009-06-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

Sing and I will hear you
No matter where you are
A song to light the darkest night
And guide me from afar

And I will never be alone
Now I know you’re somewhere
You’re everywhere to me
You’re the colour in the sky
A reason to believe
And when the rain falls down
You tell a story
And I will hear you
Always near you
By the boab tree

Lay your arms around me
Like the falling rain
Let the feeling drown me
And life begins again

And I will never be afraid
Now I know you’re somewhere
You’re everywhere to me
The warming of the sun upon
The earth beneath my feet
And when the rain falls down
You tell a story
And I will hear you
Always near you
By the boab tree

Oh you are somewhere
You’re everywhere to me
You’re the colour in the sky
And you’re the earth beneath my feet
And when the rain falls down
You tell a story
And I will hear you
Always near you
By the boab tree

this is my favourite song now. hahaha. school reopen already... i feel so tired.. not full of energy... update again..

craving!

2009-06-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

haha.! craving craving.. for cakes.. how about going for a buffet lunch. or even for dessert. i missing all this sweet sweet stuff.. hahaha... or even ice-cream buffet. i'm planning.. one day.. haha. with huiling, haopeng, joey and of course huihui.. to go.. but don't know why the one day will come. hahaha.. going to update again..

2009-06-05T10:27:00.001-07:00

life have me have been so suck lately. i seriously can't wait to get out of this.. is killing me.. somehow no one understand all this kind of shit. i felt so insecure with a lot of things, getting more sensitive and paranoid too.. is a shitty month i ever had. make me feel like wanna cry, do a lot of things to make me forgot all this kind of thing.. pressure is coming down free flow.. and i hate it.. because all this.. memories starting to flow back also like free of charge. how. i'm tired. i wanna hide in a dark corner where no one can find me. i know is idiot to do that. but i'm freaking out with all this matter, which is not in my control. so what can i do.. yes. everyone ask me to stop thinking, relax.. go out and shopping. release stress.. but after all i realise no matter what i done i'm still on the same step not moving on.. i think only huihui understand.. haha. i just feel so joke and ridiculous about my stupid attitude.. i'm tired.. i want a shoulder. i need one...

2009-06-05T10:10:00.000-07:00

to my dearest best friend:
life have been great with you in my life.. no matter when i'm happy, sad or even at the peak of exploding soon.. you will always be there for me no matter what happened.. i thought i can live life as normal without you.. hahaha. but i was wrong.. after this 2 year without you. i realize i still want you as a best friend back in my life. i want to have a shoulder to lean on, cry on and ever to share the happiness i have.. because of some idiot stuff we quarrel and then we end in a unpleasant way. make me regret what i have done... recently a lot of things start coming down to me.. without giving me any notice. i got no one to turn too.. and suddenly i thought of you.. the one who also tell to make me happy, cool me down fellow. where are you..? do we really have to end this like that.. in a unsure, unclear mind.. i regret to let go? or should i say i'm not happy the way we both solve things. tell me..what should i do now. i feel so paranoid about a lot things which is jamming up for me.. is it too much for me to handle.. everytime when such things happened i thought of you..because i think only u understand what is all this shit.. even when i actually throwing temper to you.. you also don't mind that.. at least you are the only one who can actually accept me in this naive way.. i feel so tired without you... no one to really understand me in a way like what u done. omg.. how. i felt so hopeless now. can i actually have you back in my life.?? or maybe i should just leave it as it is..? tell me.. give me answer will you.. i'm tired...

2009-05-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

have been quite busy this whole week.. haha.! but is last week of school. looking forward for that 2 week holiday which is not long or short. haha.! on tuesday we took class photo before candy went to taiwan for your dragon boat. hahaha.! so those are photos which were took on that day. quite fun with them. haha.! and i used the new editing application to edit photos.. which is so wonderful and nice to play. haha.! and also been busy with my nose, weather change... sinus is back.. torturing me.. can't sleep. didn't stay for the whole lesson today in school. came back eat medicine and sleep like a pig. haha. this is the best. finally i don't feel so bad already.. feeling better.. hope i can recover as fast as possible.. i also finish my gold diggers already.. haha. quite nice that book.. but change my perspective toward billionaire. and there is this theory in the book which i think is true.. haha.. this was actually a conversation within a billionaire wife and a soon-to-be billionaire wife. the theory goes like this.. never expose your husband having mistress outside. because if he were to have a mistress which mean that you are going to have one more diamond meaning that if your husband had more mistress there will be more diamond coming up and on the another hand why your husband want to marry you because you fitted in to his social status so this benefit the both of you.. and on the another hand for not exposing your husband having mistress outside. he will love you more because of your understanding.. haha. somehow i feel so true in their world. haha. and of course i got different thought about that. hahaha.!

tired

2009-05-23T01:33:00.000-07:00

haiz.. somehow making me to give up in a lot of things. i'm tired of a lot of things everyday is so busy for me school work, project and exam which somehow starting already. i started to feel so hopeless at few time. i finally understand why some of people who face finance problem cannot take the stress into commit suicde actually commiting suicide need a lot of courage, so somehow i starting to understand why they want to do that.. as for me. i just want to ran away to a faraway island where there is no problem for me.. just me quietly to pass everyday that all i asked.. or even better.. stay in the fairytale. hahaha. but of course i know all this is not true.. how about having a handsome prince or knight to save me from all this misery and let me live happily ever after. but is there happily ever after. i don't think so.. so i know that no matter how difficult it is to go on.. i will still go on. to be a stronger lady.! to face all this funny things in my life.. all this funny things isn't going to beat me down. i'm not that weak.. so i need to be strong from now onwards..

2009-05-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

MIA for so long.. therefore i decided to blog.. hahaha.! have been quite busy recently. with school, friends and cliques.. and everyone is busy.. hahaha.! i watch metoer garden few days ago and is a korean version de.. and guess what. i'm totally in love with the show.. so nice and the characters in the show are so handsome and pretty.. and one thing they are all so young can.. hahaha.! but afterall four is quite handsome too. but i like kim hyun joong, so handsome.. hahahaha.! now i'm crazy about him.. and of course still crazy for hugh jackman... hahaha.! so after watching this show without stopping and at the same time i had to hand in my pp scope on time so that i won't screw up the next handing up dateline for my report. and i got my new bag which i bought from online i think about a month before i receive this bag. haha. well is in my expectation and i like it.. feel so blessed to whole week. and mph bookstore having warehouse sale. manage to get some books too.. hahaha! i got new books to read again.. well and also went shopping with huiling ytd.. went forever 21. and i saw one dress. planning to buy.. but the still thinking and thinking.. hahaha.! i'm going to buy that dress next month. i love that dress.. hahaha. hope that the dress is still there next week.. hahaha.! ok.. going to update again..

2009-05-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

MICHELLE IS MOODLESS TODAY!
suck lesson today.. tiring day..
and was miracle that i drag myself out
from my bed. hahaha.! haiz. how can this be.
haven't been updating my blog.
i just know why i'm feeling so tired.
I MISS MY CLIQUE!
haven't been meeting ytd. hahaha!
so meeting later. and after that need to make a trip
to cc to handin my letter. haiz. when to read huihui blog ytd
hahahaha.! got alot of things wanna talk about. but i think we should leave
it till the day when we both think is ok to talk about it again. so anyway i just
want her to be strong and tried to open up if this is possible. haha.! i'm going to update again.

movie date!

2009-04-30T07:56:00.000-07:00

hahahahahaha.! i was so excited after school hahahaha because i'm going movie... so when i finish class at 3pm. i started to msn every fellow. but who knows in the end no one finish class yet so no choice i'm waiting so paitently for them..... hahahaha.! like what huiling told joey... michelle is excited to watch wolverine! and finally we went for movie today so sad that huihui didn't join us today because she feeling so sick. so we didn't drag her along with us to watch movie. hahaha. after so long finally i watch my favourite! which is my wonderful xmen origins wolverine! hahahaha.! so happy. so we went to cck shaw house to watch this movie because cathay didn't won the rights of this movie so sad. hahaha.! but i manage to watch. OMG! wonderful can.. handsome hugh jackman! wow! so handsome! so sad that huihui cannot make it.. miss the show.. hahahaha.! and about the swine flu help that they can find cure out.. quick or else will be a disaster coming up.. hope that they can find cure.. and seriously hope that my sinus is not coming back at this time it make me feel so worry.. worry whether will i gotta that illness or not. quick sinus recover.. i'm scare... going to update my blog again.......

2009-04-26T23:34:00.000-07:00

CLEVER MICHELLE SCREWED THE WHOLE DAMN PRESENTATION! WOW.! BRAVO!

2009-04-23T00:45:00.000-07:00

it had been 3 days since school reopen.. and i'm still not back on the track where i'm suppose to be.. OMG.! michelle what are you doing.. haiz.. i'm still not get use to the presenting way, new timetable new classmates which make me sometime go haywire
and i hate it when i'm like that.. it already been a year already after entering rp and i should how is it like to be in rp, schedule and everything somehow i just cannot do it. is just so difficult to do it like that. or maybe is still new week and i'm not over with school reopen. and still getting use to the environment which is totally different or what.? sometime life is also that contradicting. sometime i don't even know what is this.. today done ppt.. OMG! i'm out of the point. believe it.. i'm alway thought that it should be in another way.. and is not that simpler. thankyou! of my brilliant idea.. i did it in a different way which somehow make me totally out of the problem statement today.. which is relatively easy and i make it so complicated.. haiz. forgot it. tml will be new day new begining. hope that everything will be ok!

2009-04-21T08:45:00.000-07:00

finally school reopen...
seriously is quite suck that school reopen.
new classmates, new facilitators, new environment and schedule.
which make me want to die.. and for this 2 days i had been eating breads
to pass my break time.. haha.! so sad..we had been eating bread because there is no
space at the food court no matter is which food court which we were going.. although there is limited time to study do presentation slides but we ended quite early before 4 we end class already. haha. surprise? hahaha. so as suggested we went movie today.. 17 again. zac efron.. haha. went to see huiling idol.. hahaha.! the movie is so hilarious and relaxing movie. haha. i love it.! and i'm studying only for 4 days. so tml no school.. no elective taken this semester. but i need to start doing my professional profiling already.. so sad.. need to hand in the project scope by 13may. which is less than a month to complete it. omg! so rush.. and everyday to school is like war to me. i had to rush through the days. and when i reach home i'm like a dead fish. so tired.. hahaha.! but when i think of tml.. is holiday for me. meaning i can sleep. i think is worth it. haha. next movie we are going to watch will be wolverine. haha. hugh jackman.. sexiest guy on earth. hahaha.! with huihui... finally.. haven't been seeing her for so long time.. hope to meetup soon. going to update again.

Derek's 21st Birthday & April babies birthday celebration!

2009-04-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

hahaha.! Early Birthday Celebration for my cousin Derek's big day today.! turning to the official age which 21.. haha. legal age already. haha.! big boy for him.. need to know how to be a real man! haha! so fast. having bbq at my uncle place today. and also family gathering too. actually this celebration should be held on next week due to uncle going oversea next week. so in the end they decided to have the celebration today.. hahaha.! and guess what a year later. will be michelle's big day today. hahaha.! so looking forward? haha.! i think still a secret.! but if i were to have a celebration i will make it a very intimate party.. haha. close friend.. family.. and maybe a thank you speech. hahaha.! but i won't make it on the sunday! haha.! i will make it on the saturday. haha.! and a very long thankyou speech i think it will be a very long for me..that all. hahaha. so enough for blogging on birthday celebration and now is me.. hahah. one more week to school reopen. haha. enjoying life for one more month. haha.! i finish watching lipstick jungle already. wonderful show. haha. handsome charisma guys and ladies. got characteristic too. haha.! good reality show. and now i'm watching the new one. while waiting for my gossip girl to begin again. haha.! now i'm watching the mentalist. crime show.. woohoo. is just so cool. hahaha.! going to update soon..!

2009-04-10T09:37:00.000-07:00

return back to blogging again.. counting down to school reopen. which is about 1 week to school reopen.. although school is going to start soon.. i still continue my life watching nice drama and their cast is all pretty and handsome. hahaha.! true blood. vampire drama. haha.! and guess what HBO is doing this show now. which mean i can just turn to the channel and watch it. because is my favorite topic after my twilight i got sudden crush on vampires. and i started to watch alot of movies or drama which there is vampire.. influence by my twilight and well true blood is a interesting drama. this is my cup of tea. so next one will be lipstick jungle which i had started to watch today too.

lipstick jungle. nice drama too.. haha..! about 3 successful ladies how they handle their work live and private lives. haha.! wonderful show. haha! actually i didn't want to watch this drama. because ytd was chatting with huihui and she told about robert buckley who is her current crush. haha.! so i went to google him.. and i found this drama. and i went to read the plot sound interesting so i went to watch this drama. and guess what i'm struck with this drama now. haha.! so i'm going to catch one more which is the mentalist. haha.! crime drama. simon baker is the main character.. haha.! and when school reopen. my gossip girl will be back again.. going to end already gossip girl season 2. so i guess i had to wait paitently for gossip girl to come out. 1 more week to watch gossip girl.. planning a meetup with my cliques before school holiday.. haha. going to update soon... i just hope that everything which is so unhappy can quickly end.. because i think is so difficult for me to handle such things.

2009-04-02T09:11:00.000-07:00

hahahaha.!shit day for me.. kind of pekcek also.. went to singapore conference hall in the end didn't get to watch the performance... because i sacrifices my tickets to carmen. we went to there to queue. when is about to reach our turn.. no more tickets... so in the end i went to meet ting at town.. so nice.. went for movie.. hahaha.! nice movie.. shopaholic... hahhaa.. is a comedy romance.. hahaha.! wonderful show.! don't regret..and now i got the urge of buying the books! how how.! is 4 books.. hahaha.! thinking whether worth it or not.. hahaha.! haiz.. went alot of places.. so happy today.. so fun to go out with ting.. hahahaha.! 3 more week school going to reopen soon.. OMG.! i miss my cliques.. hahaha.!going to meet them soon ba... update again

2009-04-01T03:40:00.000-07:00

time to update my blog..haha.! let me recap! sunday went to my bukit batok ah ma house wasn't a good gathering at all. or should i said it wasn't a gathering. because the main aim is to celebrate my grandfather birthday.! so stupid. so went home after that.. so tired. i hate such things although i don't like that.. but i still have to.. haiz.. so messaging huihui for the whole day. haha.! so coincidence can.. haha. huihui also know my cousin in rp. ahaha.. such a small world hor. haha.! so kind of surprising. haha.! and i'm going with carmen tml.. haha.! going for syf. hahah!.. it has been ages since i went to see performance. haha.! so tml i wanna go watch nice performance with carmen. haha.! so good. wonderful. still thinking what to wear.! haha. ok. going to update again later.!

2009-03-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

today is a very busy day for me.. wake up at 7plus just to accompany my mum to my sister school to see her performance.. so the notice tell us to be seated by 9 30.. so at about 9 25 we rush down to the school.. thought we were late.. in the end the whole ceremony start at half and hour later.. and i just go to school so early nothing to do.. damn boring.. hahaha.! return by to primary school alot of memories flashed back through my brain.. my little girl memories in the school.. althought is just a very short 2 year.. i met alot of good and wonderful friends there.. which make me had no regrets.. actually i should thank my mum for moving house.. or else i dont know which corner am i in now.. if i'm still in my former school.. imagine will i still pass my PSLE and continue to secondary school and all the way to now for what i had achieve POLY life? hahaha.! along the way i met alot of wonderful teachers too.. who also pulled me up from the muddy pit where i used to be..from not passing any subject to pass all the subject, to the another chapter of my life secondary school passing every subject with flying colours every year taking scholarships in all my secondary school years. and after the 4 year of life i went to ITE.. and continue to work hard.. and of course again. i got my reward for 2 year which is bursary for ITE.. and then got a wonderful GPA and now ended up in POLY... which is a diploma future for me... is was a very long route for me.. and a very tedious one.. there is alot of people along this route..but i'm still very thankful to those had really help me up! and i really appericate that alot. without them i can't have all this success in my life.! so i sincerely thank them for everything.. haha.! so went back today. school song OMG! about 10 year i leave my primary school and guess what i still remember the school song.! but i just feel a little awkard if i sang the school song.. and i saw all my primary school teachers who was so nice to me when i'm in primary school.. hahaha.! surprisingly.. everyone still remember me.! hahaha.! so now i dont have any planning i want to have good gpa which can make me go for further study in future.. haha.! this is my plan.. so i going to honour my promise to complete my studies in flying colours and also achieve a higher cert in future..

2009-03-25T08:47:00.000-07:00

after posting that so called personality test which i think is so real.. and turn out some of the result is about the same with huihui.. OMG! cheated my feeling and i thought was real.. but nevermind also.. i didn't really care either.. watching phantom of the opera.. i will never forgot this show.. is alway so nice.. haha.! old flims tend to be nice and wonderful.. just finish gossip girl episode 19 only.. OMG! is abit messy but is still nice.. chace crawford is still handsome. haha.! starting to read my ebook again.. but recently have been very busy for me.. haha.! 3 more weeks school reopen already.. i didn't know whether to be happy or sad when school reopen.. is just a bit tired and boring to stay at home already.. haha.! next week looking forward for my gossip girls as usual.. haha.! just alot of things need to be done. going to update soon..

2009-03-24T02:30:00.000-07:00

This is ME! and i think is quite true.!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-03-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

Age Of Innocence

after finish watching gossip girl and there is a play called the Age Of Innocence and i'm tempted to watch the movie and read the book and i think is quite interesting and the novel is by Edith Wharton, and the movie last about 2hour plus.. haha.! althought is not a happy ending but the story is so meaningful they show me alot of things.. haha..! a very different society from now and then.. and i think is quite nice.. haha.! thinking to go and read up that novel. tml going out... go and watch that wonderful movie departure talking about casket business and how they do things.. haha.! looking forward to that movie. haha.! that will be a very interesting one.. haha.! one more month to school reopen.. and good news is.. i'm in the same class as my ite friends.. haha.! which means i don't need to worry about everything restart and get to know new classmate again...

2009-03-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

hahaha..! updating my blog.. just came back from town with my clique. haha!.. is a sad thing that joey cannot make it today.. due to her bad headache today.. so went out with qhui, huiling and haopeng.. haha.! simply made my day today.. so happy..! hahaha.! so suppose to meet at 5pm at orchard.. in the end the 3 ladies which is us was late.. let peng wait for us. haha.! so we turn up at 5 30pm. haha.! and went to buy movie ticket. haha.! seriously spent 10 dollar to scared myself seriously. haha.! oh my good.! went to watch bloody valentine.. oh my god.! i know is a very shocking news that i went to watch that movie.. and huiling pshycho say not scary... so in the end we went to watch.. OMG.! me and qhui seriously wanna run out of the cinema lor. stupid show.. i swear this is the first time and the last time i watch horror movie.. not going to listen to huiling advice again.. hahaha.! so after movie.. huiling in the rush to go home. so she went home. then after that the 3 of us went to coffee bean.. haha.! enjoying coffee and talking... so nice.. i like this kind of time... but everyone is so busy.. but thursday we are meeting again.. haha. so i hope that we can stay longer together and crap together. haha.! hope hope.. going to update again with picture.

2009-03-04T02:02:00.000-08:00

time to update my blog again, haha.! went out with huiling to vivo city, watch the slumdog millionaire.. oh my god, is a damn long movie... and at first i'm quite regret to watch the movie, because is a 2 hours movie.. and oh my god. cannot really see that show.. but is quite nice.. overall.. haha..! so we went to shop around.. spent quite alot in the candy empire. haha.! but worth it, haha! so everything is ok.. but i regret that i didn't buy the shawl which is so cheap.. and guess what is my favourite one. haha! cannot believe that i didn't buy in the end.. haha.! so sad.. but nevermind.. going to update again.

2009-02-28T07:14:00.000-08:00

finally time to update my blog.. have been very busy for me lately.. everything seem happening on me.. which i don't know why.. but i think after all the suggestion and conclusion made by me.. i think that i can feel that things is starting to clear out somehow and i'm happy to have such answer and conclusion... hahaha! went to the borders today.. saw alot of my books.. which i wanted. but in the end i only choose 2 books which i really need. which was my twilight and new moon.. haha. finally after decades i decided to get the whole set.. haha! wait so long for it.. and i got 20% for 2 books so happy. after 20% discount i only pay 30 for 2books.. which i think is quite worth it.. so i'm quite happy too.. when town with ting.. this is the first day which i went town and started to rain so heavily.. and totally was a disaster for me and ting. haha..! but in the end turn out to be a wonderful session.. finally i put down all those worrying stuff and finally understand and know how to cherish alot of things.. haha!. this is my reflection..

Happy Valentine Day

2009-02-14T08:03:00.001-08:00

this is the first time after changing blogskin and not posting any new post.. haha.! kind of lazy to type too. life is good for me now. and i still can't find a job.. look like feb is going to end. haha.! so fast.. was surfing the net just now. and i came across this news. oh my..! a 13year father.. wonder did he really know what is responisility at his age.... oh my god.! totally is a children taking care of children. unbelievable this world is.. hahhaa.! so i think nowadays children is getting mature at a very young age.. there maybe a good thing and a bad thing to be so mature at such a young age. haha.! going to update again.

2009-02-06T09:28:00.000-08:00

haha... starting to enjoy my school holidays... which is about 2month to school reopen.. gonna do lots of things during this whole holiday..make sure is will well organized and well spend.. and not regret.. having a short recap of what i had done during this whole week.. first. last sunday, was so busy preparing those things that we need to use on the monday night for praying... earn hongbao on that day too. think is the biggest hongbao which i had.. so monday went out with huiling to watch movie. we watch bride war.. nice movie.. this time i'm clever i chose the couple sit. haha.! so nice.. spacious... so after movie we went to shop around in orchard.. so went home and didn't went to grandma house that night.. so meet huiling again on wednesday we went gym.. haha.! quite fun.. going to go again. next week and she transfer gossips girls to me too.. so today didn't go gym as what we had schedule went out with ting today.. haha..! so nice.. went for sushi today.. thinkng to go movie on monday.. inkheart which i hadn't had a choice to watch it yet. because huiling and haopeng watch the movie already.. haha.. so only left me which hadn't watch the movie.. so this few day i was so busy and crazy chasing this drama everyday wishing that i shouldn't stop to watch this drama. falling in love with gossip girls.. is so wonderful i think... i watch the whole series of season 1.. and i'm going to start to watch season 2. hahaha..! nice show.. handsome hunks and pretty babe. haha.!

2009-01-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

had been quite long since i lasted update my blog.. chinese new year.. ok.. not too bored.. but still nothing to do. visiting alot of relatives which i only see them once a year. haha.! actually wanna meet haopeng and joey on the wednesday at town.. in the end i met huiling for movie at jurong point. which is the wedding game.. is quite a nice show.. and i love it.. although is abit of lame. but i love that show.. so nice... so went out on thursday also which was yesterday to my uncle house and back to my grandma house. so today.. is staying at home time.. haha.! seem so long that i didn't stay at home for the whole day.. so watch the night in rodanthe.. wonderful story.. haha.! by richard gere and diana lane... meaningful story i think.. which i love it alot also..

coming up there is alot of movie which i wanna watch.. 2 month of holiday.. how should i spent it.. and i haven't found a job yet. oh my god.! and feb is coming.. lot of birthday coming too.. haha.! is time to buy present again.

offically ended..! year 1 in RP

2009-01-23T07:54:00.000-08:00

so fast today is the last day of school. which will end my first year in RP. which was so fast.. time passes so fast. haha..! didn't really have the mood of staying in class for the whole day.. so speed up all the process so that i can go home earlier. haha.! reach home quite early so do housework.. and just came back from jurong point went to buy clothes today.... haha.. sian.. day.. can't find something which i like. haha.! saw a friend at jurong point.. nothing much today also... reflection for year 1... everything go smoothly for me... nothing go wrong.. still trying to get use to the system in RP... having lots of friends... haha..! that all.. so i 'm going to update again.. when i'm damn damn free... not really in the mood to do anything also.

2009-01-20T07:22:00.000-08:00

time to update my blog again.. holidays is approaching soon.. in 3 days time.. haha! which is this friday... time passes so fast, one year in rp is going to finish like that.. didn't went to school today, went for a hair-cut. a fresh look, lighter hairstyle which make me feel better. haha.! so good. have a new bag too.. so i can bring it to school tml.. sad news was i haven't bought my chinese new year clothes yet.. kind of waiting to the last minute kind.. haha..! having reunion dinner at both grandma place this year which is as usual. haha. wanted to go for movie for the new year eve, but in the end.. decided not to go for movie on that night already.. actually didn't really have that kind of mood to enjoy chinese new year.. don't feel like particpating this year. feeling to rot at home that all.. holiday coming.. going to find a job for myself... so that when i want to go for retail therapy.. i got the cash to go and don't need to worry about anything too... haha.! going to update soon..

2009-01-06T06:37:00.000-08:00

went to watch australia today with huiling and haopeng.. woohooo..! is so nice.. 3 full hours, good movie... talk about the whole story.. worth watching this movie. haha..! and i found out that hugh jackman is so handsome... this is why huihui is so into him. haha.... so nice and watch although is very cold in the movie threatre, at first we went in we thought that maybe this show no one want to watch because the duration is too long and some of them don't have the paitence to watch such a long movie, but after the whole movie i think that is really worth watching it. no regret.. i will seriously recommended this movie. haha.! school reopen already.. 2nd day of school as normal nothing really different... should be different with my mindset.. few more ut to go.. 2 more weeks of schooling and off i go for long holiday which i had been looking forward for a very long time.. haha..! thinking to change my bag.. buy new bag?? haha.! should update my blog again.

2008-12-31T09:04:00.000-08:00

new post in 2009. haha..! interesting day before 2009.. was packing my whole room.. and not going out for countdown to the new year.. i just wisht that new year ahead. everything will be so smooth for me.. studies getting better, family relationship and friends too.. everything will be fine. and everyone health.. good.. so i think this is all i want. haha.! at this point of moment as i can't think of anything which i want at the moment. haha.! 2 more days. will end my school holiday. so fast. haha.! so going to update soon again..

2008-12-30T09:02:00.000-08:00

updating blog... haha..! went out with huiling and qhui today.. wonderful day but short time. maybe we should have a longer meeting than just few hours and only this few people.. went to watch bedtime stories with them.. hahaha..! is a nice movie i should say.. haha..! sweet and nice.. actually wanted to watch twilight.. see edward. but in the end the both of us had already watched. so we ask qhui to watch online then. haha.! or maybe meet up with peng to watch twilight. haha.! 1 more week and school reopen again.. so fast.. this is 3 week leaves.. haha.! now is the last day of the whole year.. haha..! interesting.. hope that everything will be new, and make me stronger to face more challenges.. haha..! i really hope this will happened.. haha..! going to update again..

reflections

2008-12-28T07:19:00.000-08:00

went for lunch gathering with my family... japanese buffet.. haha..! quite nice, happy... realise alot of things today.. which make my thoughts much more deeper.. into certain relationship in the family... i don't know about it. but i know that i can't really do till that kind of pattern.. haiz.. i don't know.. people are getting more and more realistic... correct... family members is also like that.. i don't know, i dont know what is much more important to them... the whole big family.. or only those who stay with them are called family.. realistic, when they need you.. they will treat you nice.. even inviting you, bringing you out and other stuff.. so this is called bonding and you think that ohhhh.. you got a wonderful family.. so when they didn't need you anymore they will jolly well throw you away just like rubbish. and they didn't appericate what we had do, understand all this things... so this is called family and bonding at the same time.. haiz.. does this look like a joke.. everything happened today make me feel that this is what my family is .. realistic.. i don't know what is this going on.. i just know everything hurt me... and making me think that i a sucky fool which i believe in oh.. family is the closer i ever had.. making me to doubt this statement? i just think i a fool in believing this... seriously..

2008-12-22T07:35:00.000-08:00

so long hadn't been updating my blog. kind of busy... with movies, books and everythings housework.. cleaning my room... busy busy.. sister went to hongkong... few peaceful days of my life... haha. good days and night without her nagging.. and everything... planned alot of stuff during the weekend when she is not in.. in the end all to do... in the end weekend turn out to be sleeping, surfing and others stuffs... ytd was dong zhi.. eat tang yuan. haha..! wanted to go out with huiling and haopeng for twilight. in the end she is sick for more than one week. don't know how is she already.. so i couldn't wait for her. so i went to watch it with my friend... haiz. disappointment.. is not what i want. is totally different from what i read from the books.. haiz. sad one for me.. haha..! christmas is coming.. sad news.. not going to go out on that day.. having family gathering with my dad's family.. which is something i don't like. haiz.. will be a long day for me... hope that i can have other program after that gathering with my dad's family... this is the second week of my holidays.. haiz... days seem passing slowly... gonna update again.

2008-12-14T08:18:00.001-08:00

PERHARPS I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ALL REALLY WANT. IT SUCH A SAD THING....

2008-12-09T05:55:00.000-08:00

updating my wonderful blog.. haha..! went to get myself one year supply of contact lens.. finally.. sad news was there is a slightly increase in my degree.. haha.. but not alot but my parents started to nag about it.. good new to report.. i got my bursary.... imagine. how good is this news.. haha.. alot of things make my day today.. enjoying it too.. then looking forward that 3 more day come my holiday.. hahaha..! 3 weeks of holiday.. going with my friends, classmates.. haha.. good life.. trying to set a certain boundary toward some stuff.. althought is difficult but i think i can make it.. went movie with huiling after school.. four christmases.. nice show... meaningful.. ytd went k-box with my whole family.. sang from 2-10.. imagine.. haha... long one...but enjoying it.. today UT.. hope that i didn't messed up the whole things..? haha..! going to update again...

vivo city and random class photos..

2008-12-05T08:23:00.000-08:00

went vivo today after school with huiling. haha.. went there is change remote control for my starhub digitial box.. so sian.. then shop around.. try clothes.. haha.. nice dress.. i would want to buy that dress. and the price is reasonable. haha.! then went to the top of the vivo city.. to see the christmas tree.. haha.. see take lots of pictures.. i want to go again.. with more people i guess.. and looking forward to my long weekend. having alot of thing on this weekend. celebrating birthday on this sunday. and guess what.. STEAMBOAT.. haha. woohooo!.. wonderful.?? haha..! enjoying my weekend.. starting of my longggg weekend... then school for four more days. and off i go for 3 weeks long holiday before school start again.. ending my 1st year in rp quite soon.. haha.. so kind of treasuring time with my classmates?? haha..! updating alot of picture which i took with my classmates long ago.. haha.but will have more pictures coming up i guess.. like class photo..?? haha... don't know.. going to update it again.. thinking to go and see lighting on the sunday night with my cousin..?? maybe.. going to update again... comment to huiling.. i want to go again.. haha.. with qhui, haopeng and joey..

2008-12-04T03:03:00.000-08:00

as usual coping with school life.. enjoying every moment in school with my classmates. of course after school with huiling and haopeng. haha.. recently lots of things happened. make me feel so stress. but now everything is fine and i'm coping everything is a very good manner. watching movies.. pierce brosnan movies is nice. haha.. wonderful.. wedding date also nice. haha..! let me continue watching lot and lot of movie.. haha. now long weekend is coming.. looking forward too... update again.. hopefully with picture....

concert

2008-11-29T22:00:00.000-08:00

went concert last night.. with huihui, huiling and kelvin.. so sad merlin they all not there.. kind of boring. haha..! after all is ok.. not bad.. I MISSING BAND LIFE.. THINKING WHETHER TO JOIN BAND BACK OR NOT.. I'M TIRED..... HAHAHA.. LET PHOTOS TALK...

2008-11-25T23:41:00.000-08:00

MICHELLE IS NOT WELL AT ALL...
NO ONE UNDERSTAND ALL THIS KIND OF THINGS....
I HATE ALL THIS KIND OF THINGS..
HOW CAN ALL THIS KIND OF THING HAPPENED TO ME..
IS SO UNFAIR...
I'M TIRED...REAL TIRED. EMOTIONAL TIRED.......

Memories.......

2008-11-21T23:21:00.000-08:00

humans just don't let go memories so easily... this is human. we had feelings, memories and lot of things for us to remember to think of... even you leave over with nothing you will still have memories to think and make you feel happy if you had think or remember it.. haiz.. michelle is dealing such stuff now.. sticking with me for 3 years cousin going home already.. 3 years of memories.... how much does this really worth awhile.. perhaps not everyone will think that this is worth it.. but to me i think that memories is kind of important.. when you are moody or sad, if you think of memories.. everything will change.. will feel happy after thinking.. will it be the case.. i don't know how to say it anymore. i hate it when i had to face all this kind of stuff and i know that i will be alright after few weeks, days... is kind of quiet this few days... and i had wish to reach home a bit later... just to ease my quietness in my heart?? haha..! don't know what i'm thinking... BUT i will be ok.. i know it...

2008-11-20T05:36:00.000-08:00

michelle is tired.. haiz.. homesick... hahaha..! i wanted to stay in the house forever.. on my bed.. haha..! to my horror. i realise concert starting at 5pm not 7pm.. hahaha..! thank you i realise one week earlier.. still planning to meet huihui at 5pm.. haha.. today along the way to school... saw a very cute baby sitting right beside me.. so cute.. hahaha..! life is sort of ok today.. only lessons... back for almost one week.. thing are not getting right yet.. hope to get everything right on the track next week... haiz.. michelle michelle wake up.... why like that... haiz... going to update again.

2008-11-16T03:13:00.000-08:00

wooohooo~ michelle is going back to school tml.. hahaha..! finally..
waiting for twilight movie to come out.. haha.! still got long ago. i think.. before i can see edward cullen.. hahaha..! i want to do lots of things when i'm recover. this is my aim. hahaha..! and i slim down too.. hahaha.. so i gonna control my diet.. not and let it come back again. hahaha..! update till here..

2008-11-13T04:16:00.000-08:00

michelle had been sick for more than one week already.. haiz. first is stomach flu, and second, will be food posioning. haiz. went doctor again last night. and finally i got strength to update my blog. and not sleeping so much today. hope that condition is improving.. if not.. of to hospital i go.. there will be a place for me. haiz. sad. i want to eat alot of things when i recover. i want to go for buffet.. lunch cakes desserts.. haha.! missing everyone... haiz... so sad..
HOPE THAT I WILL BE FINE.. SO THAT I DIDN'T NEED TO GO HOSPITAL.

2008-11-08T05:48:00.000-08:00

After you read Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse or Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer you want your lover to...
-Play piano
-Be able to protect you from oncoming traffic with only his fist
-Quote Romeo & Juliet to you
-Only have eyes for you even when a hot waitress is throwing herself at him
-Not be embarrassed that he only dreams about you (if he could dream, that is)
-To not want to live in this world if you're not in it
-To write a lullaby for you
-To be able to read other people's minds to let you know what is coming...and so many other things. This group is to support all Twilight Fan girls (and the few guys) who are still searching for their Meyer-fied perfect lover.

haha..! this is what i found on facebook. and i think is not only me who want edward cullen.. haha.! every girls dream to have him to be their partner. hahaha..! so nice. hahaha..! edward.. hahaha..!

2008-11-06T03:08:00.000-08:00

updates from me.. haha.! few days not updating. reason being. michelle is sick.. haiz.. stomach flu, fever and all funny thing coming to find me. hahaha.! this is unbeliveable. went to school today. after ut i went home. going to die soon. hahah.! suck like hell can. hahaa..!i miss my cliques.. miss the time walking home together... hahaha..! miss gossiping with my classmates. haha.! boring. having been medication for 3days already.. haiz. sad... haha. tuesday went out with huihui.. so fun... i hope that we can go out often.. and not missing any updates now and then. hahaha..! update again..

2008-11-01T10:03:00.000-07:00

updating in progress... hahaha..!! i found my books.. imagine.. is so nice right... hahahah.>! all series.. haha..! so no more worrying whether where to find the whole series.. hahaha..! and holiday ending tooo..... so sad.. one week just pass like that.. looking forward for the next holiday.. possible.. and ut coming up again.. haiz.. sad case for me.. really ... dont know what is my grade for my first ut.. quite worrying.. hahaha..!! going to update again..

2008-10-29T06:48:00.000-07:00

hahahaha....!

went out today with huiling...

watch high school muscial...

went borders after that..

she went to buy books..

borrow one back from her...

this time is not a frictional character...

is by lori foster.. not bad.. is about human.

and no more vampires.. haha.!

there is a quote by a lady. saying that..

lori foster writes about real people you'll fall in

love with....

i think this is true.. hahaha..! again. michelle putting her head

in books books of romance. more books to come up..

hahhaa..!

AND FINALLY PEOPLE MICHELLE

FINISH READING TWILIGHT SAGA!

ALL FOUR BOOKS.! NOW WILL BE

WAITING TIME FOR THE MOVIE TO COME.!

HAHAHA..! THINKING TO GO LIBRARY TO FIND MORE BOOKS

FOR MYSELF. HAHA.! I DON'T MIND BOOKS NOW. HAHA.!

2008-10-27T09:08:00.000-07:00

update. update.. hahahaha..! falling in love with high school musical.. haha.! zac efron is damn handsome can. haha.! went to shopping with mummy today.. bought lots of clothes today. buy 1 dress... 1top and 2 pants.. haha.! damn nice i like it. but kind of regret of buying the jeans. but nevermind.. just more clothes to wear. haha!! wednesday meet my cliques. haha.! high school musical movie time.. with huiling..! haha.! haven't finish my breaking dawn yet. kind of slow also. haha.! don't why reading so slow.. haha.! enjoying the moment with edward cullen, bella cullen and her daughter... nessie.. that day i can't wait to finish i ask joyce to tell me what happened in the end.. and yes.. haha..! going to finish it quite soon left with few more chapters.. haha. and next will be my midnight sun is about edward view..hahaha.! and meanwhile i'm going to enjoy my holiday nows..... haha..! update again soon...

2008-10-25T09:28:00.000-07:00

roar~~~!!! hahaha..! went to watch high school musical with ting. hahaha.! is simply nice can..! so handsome and is more toward my style. haha.! i would wish to watch it again with HUILING. hahaha.! imagine michelle wear heels for the whole days. woohooO~ abit clever right. no one will predict that i will wear whole day. haha.! so went to shop around. and marked my holiday started. bought one magazine feature my darlings.. which is edward and bella. and will be waiting for twilight to go out. and i will go and watch the movie. haha. that is what i know ....

PS.. HUILING.. I WILL STILL PEI YOU GO WATCH.. BECAUSE I WANTED TO WATCH ONE MORE TIME.!! HAHAHA.!

2008-10-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

woohooo~!! today is quite a nice day.. for me. went school early in the morning when it is still raining didn't really motivate me to go school simply just thinking to stick on my bed. haha.! simply can't help it i'm just lazy to do anything in the morning. so went to school as usual. and guess what today is with all my cliques in my teams. there is joyce, eve, fann, carmen, and michelles.. haha.! listen 2michelles in the same group. everything is ok. but proven something all of us can't sit together somehow just cannnot do work. so morning fann drive to school and they went cwp to buy breakfast for us with eve too. so nice of them. i ate ljs breakfast today. nice nice. so lunch went down to dabao up in class. didn't really ate. because i'm busying with my presentation.. so in the end my presentation was so rush can. haha.! but in the end everything end in a good way. and i asked joyce to tell me about the breaking dawn. haha.!! can't wait to read till there. simply nice and sweet can. haha. going to finish within my holiday. heard from ting. another book from twilight the movie verison de.. thinking should i buy it or not. haha.! gonna check on the net. haha.! and hooorayy!.. holiday start from today. happily going out and sleeping with friends and dating edward at the same time.. slowly. going to update again.

2008-10-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

woohoo~ time to update my blog again.. finish my eclipse already.. now reading my breaking dawn slowly as one day per page.. then after finish this book i will read the midnight sun. haha.. waiting for the movie to come out also.. my edward. haha..! today pon class with my cliques.... never dream that i got a bunch of cliques so fast right. hahaha..! is wonderful.. hahaha.! tml going to school... becuase is THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! and guess what is holidays.. hahaha.. enjoying my every moment of it. so nice.. haha.! going to update soon..

2008-10-20T20:02:00.000-07:00

hahaha..! time to update my blog again
boring day of mine today.. wake up this morning
thinking that i shouldn't come to school. is simply so tired.
and feeling just so boring about it.. can't take it. sian.. sian...
hahaha..! then after that i'm going to go and buy my breaking dawn.
hahahaha.. waiting for it very long. and going to save up to buy my another
two books. hahaha. going to finish my eclipse soon.... i feel that it is quite a nice
books to read. going to update again.. off to study...

2008-10-20T07:57:00.000-07:00

updating my blog.. change blog skin last night. to my favourite twilight. enojoying the blogskin also. is just so nice. reading eclipse till chapter 16.. and this is what i remember bella told jacob, i love you but i'm not in love with you.. haha..! so rocks right.. haha.. thank to huiling she complete eclipse within 2 days. imagine. how long she sat in front of the laptop to read the storybook which consist about 700 plus pages of the whole books.. hahaha..! and went home with her after school went popular and guess what i saw.my breaking dawn. and is cheap now. going to buy it soon. if i got the money.. saturday i'm going k-ing with my friends.. haha. new classmates.. haha.! and then will be my less than 1 week holiday which can make me do alot of things, like sleeping etc. haha.! hope to finish the whole twilight series as soon as possible. just simply can't let go my books now.. have been reading for the whole day... hahhaa..! nice books to read.. comment to huiling.. haha. i think bird really give you good luck and also let you enjoy the process of coming home from city hall. hahaha..! i would wish to have it also. to let me see it for one time. haha.! wednesday having ut again.. which is cognitive.. sian lor.. counting down to my happiness.. which is 4 more days. haha.. is fast...

2008-10-18T10:06:00.000-07:00

finally michelle is free again. after so many busy weeks i had.. hahaha. and guess what. i bought my eclipse on friday with ting. hahaha..! imagine. is so just nice. enjoy reading offline as i won't be so tired of just facing computer every old how day.. that is boring. and wasting electricity too.. so i intented to buy four books at a go. don't feel like wasting time. haha..! and i read till chapter 4 and i know is quite slow. and guess what edward say to bella. this is what edward say: I'll be back soon you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart-- I've left it with you.. see.. is so sweet...hahhaa. how nice was edward.. everyday is a nice day with my storybooks around. haha..! dating with edward as soon as i got time... haha.. so going to updating photo if i collect all the four books..

2008-10-14T06:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. updating my blog today.. life is getting better and better.. having good bonding within my classmates.. is simply fun to be with them.. hahaha..! making babies in my facebook today one whole day.. haha. so fast.. also change my internet to firefox.. nicer.. faster to use too.. this is how my internet look like.. hahaha.. is just nice.. update again someother day..

2008-10-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

updating my blog.. have been busy reading my twilight and good news was.. i finish the first books already. and now going to new moon. which started half way.. haha.. read till edward leave her. and she is like a zombie everything lifeless.. haiz.. so sad.. make me feel to read finish and see whether did edward come back for her.. enjoying my life.. having lot and lot twilight topic with my fellow classmates. and my old cliques.. haha.. please bear with me for few days. i need to go bonding with my fellow classmates now.. haha.. having that huihui will be fine. haha.. remember you are surrounded by all of th people you need. don't feel anything.. but just enjoy being surrounded with all your loved ones.. this will be better.. and i hope that your days will be getting better after you had decided on what you should do..

2008-10-11T19:24:00.000-07:00

hahaha..! updating my blog. ytd i was watching my phantom of the opera. haha..! so nice.. is so musical opera.. haha.. i would wish to watch all of the musical.. hahahaha... life so far had been ok today.. so nice.. michelle now is surround by good friends, friends and all those which can be with me all the time. hahaha..! so nice.. everything had been fine and smooth for me. tuesday and thursday going to had UT again.. hahhaa..! sian sian.. bring boring.. have to study again.. reading twilight.. falling in love with edward too. haha.! had not been letting my books then.. haha..! nice day of reading twilight. hope to finish it as soon as possible. thinking to have a gathering on the 25.. but still thinking whether can everyone make it or not. haha.. anyway there is all for now. so going to update again..

2008-10-10T08:50:00.000-07:00

love songs:

when i fall in love
because you love me
when i need you
first love
love is forever
婚礼
L-O-V-E

today have been listening songs. haha
new songs from eve.. haha..
so nice.. haha.. sian. downloading phantom of the opera
meet huihui today.. haha. talk alot. just know that she is fine and doing well
just want to tell her. she must tell me if she need someone to talk to. must remember to find us
because we will alway be there for you and you must jiayou too. will stand by you forever..

2008-10-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

woohooo~ is so true man.. hahaha..! everyone can go and take a look there..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2008-10-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

updating blog... woohooa. hahhaa.! recently quite busy with lots of things... first thing is i enjoy being with my classmates.. and having closer bond with each other.. this sometime which i think is nice. secondly is. today ce point came. and goo news is i finally finish everything and i just left with one more point to make up 40. hahaha. clever me. and sad things is ut starting which mean no more watching tv but start to buck up and study before everything is too late.. will update tml again..

2008-10-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

W35F

woohooo~ nice class nice pictures.. hahaha..nice one.. enjoying camwhore with my 五朵花，hahaha... and who am i.. i'm the 经纪人。。 hahaha. fun to play with them.. there are: first will be carmen, geneieve, evelyn,joyce,vivien and jasmine. hahaha.. fun playing with them today.. they really make my day.. so nice of them.. tml also wearing nice nice to school... hahhaa. more pictures to come tml..

2008-10-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

woohoo~~~updating my blog again.. hahaha.! ytd went out with huiling and 3 other fellows.. hahaha.! nice disturbing here.. haha..! meet us at 1. but turn out to be late to meet each other. haha.. so she lent me her book.. woohoo.~ reading the forbidden love by the karen robards. nice story.. read the book when i reach home and all the way.. which is from 7pm-3am. hahaah.. and guess what i completed to chapter 17... and the ending chapter was chapter 22.. actually didn't really want to leave my book but to contiune reading... but time is getting to late. so in the end went for sleep already. and surprisingly i woke up early today, i woke up before 10 and after doing what i should i do. i contiune to read.. haaha.! this is me. when i started to read i can't leave the book. so good news i complete this books in less than 2 days. hahaha! thinking to read other books. is simply romance which is what i love. nice nice. hahaha.! thinking to read twilight. still thinking whether to buy or not, so today went bugis with my family. then of course back to my grandma house. and then went home. suddenly having a urge to read books now. haha.! interesting.... hahaha.! tml going to wear black to school.this is our dress code for tml. woooohooo ~ i'm looking forward to it. gonna update again...

2008-09-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

today is a good day and relaxing day for me.. wake up at around 11am like that. is a miracle that i wake up so early. haha.! so i went out in the morning to go and buy lunch for myself and come home and bath get ready to go out for my gathering and i'm a unfilial grand-daughter. haha. didn't even know that today is my grandfather's birthday. so bad of me. so in the end went to my uncle house to celebrate and gathering... meeting each other.. talking playing.. so nice...went for a swim also. today. haha.. so nice. but no sun.. and good news too.. my mum is getting me new contact lens. haha. gonna get me on the wednesday so nice of her. hahaha! wednesday going out also. bugis. maybe i can also shop around. but i got no contact lens. so sad. haha.! i want contact lens so that i can wear my sun-glasses. thinking to get myself a new pair of sunglasses too.. haha.! thinking to do lots of things but yet again.. michelle got no time to do so many things at a time.. tml is monday first and last day of school. and is again holiday... hahaha..! 2days of short holiday.. looking forward to it too. enjoying my school life. everything is fun.. so i'm content with my life and everything i have now..

2008-09-26T07:55:00.000-07:00

woohooo~ today is haopeng birthday.... hahaha.! so fun... celebrate with him today..interesting day.. make us miss whatever we had last sem with them.. hahaha.! but well all this are all memories isn't it.. so i will make full use for my memories.. haha. so going to update again..

2008-09-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

hahaha..! updating blog today.. suprising i will update my blog today.. went to watch movie with peng and huiling today.. MAMA MIA. again.. mission complete.. haha.. one more movie to go ... didn't went for randy pausch talk today. reason being i'm not in the mood to go and talk and writing rj for 300 words.. this is my excuse for today talk. haha.! and i realise next tuesday and wednesday is holiday for me.. hahaha.! 2 days for me.. gonna update again. tml will be tired day for me..

2008-09-20T10:38:00.000-07:00

woohooo.....updating my blog again in the middle of the night.. hahaha..! yesterday did lots of things... i woke up at 12.. realise that i'm meeting joey and peng at 1pm and i woke up at 12.06pm.. hahaha.. what a good timing i had woke up. so quickly rush and get prepare and out i go.. i reached orchard around 1plus not very late also.. so of course mission completed. hahaha..! pastamania which we alway wanted to ate.. so in the end we went to ate it without watiting for huiling because that silly girl saw the wrong time as 14 30 to 4 30 and this is the time she thought in the end realise that is 2 30 not 4 30. so she can't meet us.. hahaha.! so went to had pastamania nice one.. didn't really manage to finish.. ate tuna and bacon woohoo.. nice and of course a free dessert. which is nice too... so after that we went to shop around in cineleisure.. today didn't really go alot of places because time was limited.. so they went to buy clothes.. haha..! didn't buy anything today also.. just feeling to go window shopping and not buying stuff at the moment.. so around 5 we all went home and joey went to work.. so meet laura at jurong point to catch up.. hahaha..! seem ages since i last saw her.. hahaha.! which is my good friend for don't know how many donkey years.. hahaha..! is really fun to have her around to crap with sometimes. never the less she is also a good listener when i need one.. hahaha.! so next mission i would want to do is going for movies with them... woohoo.. in mind there will be two movies queuing up in my mind.. but don't know want to watch which movie first.. but next week i'm quite busy de.. haiz... haha.. monday going for randy pausch talk in school, tuesday also got talk. all need to write rj de. wonder when can i go and watch my 2 movie.. haiz.. going to update soon with pictures....

2008-09-15T23:15:00.000-07:00

time to update my blog again.. yeah getting more and more lazy to update my blog.. got few good news this weeks... hahaha..! first will be my CE points going to finish soon. hahaha...second will be i cooping my studies very good although some i'm still not very clear toward it. but everything is going to be fine... hahaha..! going out this weekend.. woohoo.. looking forward to it.. thank you that i'm not going for wedding dinner this week.. is only my parents.. hahahaha..! good.. i going to stay at home this weeknight to had a nice rest...hahaha..going to update again.. this weekend i going pastamania.. woohoo.. hahaha.. going to update again...

2008-09-14T01:29:00.000-07:00

updating my blog at this time, going to weddin dinner later.. hahaha.! cousin getting married today... hahha... going to leave house at around 7pm like that.. so waiting for time to come and can start to prepare my stuff.. hahaha.! so going to come home late. sian sian... hahaha.! ytd went bugis for the whole day.. go temple with my family they all and shopping at OG just to buy shoes.. hahahaha. and also ate my favourite food there.. wohoo.. good life for me, ytd only bought one bag.. hahaha..! and yet this bag is also what my mum wanted... hahaha.. so sad. she is like snatching the bag from me. asking me to use the small one and she uses the big one. how can she be like that.. gonna update again.. with photos??? hahahah.! update again..

2008-09-12T10:26:00.000-07:00

woohooo.... hahaha.. updating my blog again..

had been quite busy for this whole week, so let me recap

what i had done... monday night went to grandma house,

tuesday went to school as usual, went to grandma house,

wednesday was a tiring day for me, due to not enough sleep,

went for the sharing session which is held by jacob, dinner with

huihui they all, thursday schooling as usual, went for talk after school,

which is only half and hours, after that we went to have some bite bite with joey,

went to causeway point with her went to buy nail-polish and huiling and also bought nailpolish too, friday which was yesterday, go to school as usual but end up quite late today, leave school halfway went to paya lebar to collect my cert with ting and went to bugis shop and come home, busy doing with my nails. wohooo.. tml meeting laura for dinner. woohooo. primary school friend till now. woohoo. looking forward to meet her tml..

2008-09-09T08:07:00.000-07:00

woohoo. updating my blog. haha.. have been very tired for this whole week. haiz. alot of things going on this week. going to attend my cousin wedding this weekend.... sian.. is onth sunday and you know monday i'm going to school. haiz. tired tired. today went home early just to go and see my skin doctor. haiz.. so tired gonna update again...

2008-09-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

woohoo.. finally daily grade is out.. hahaha..! i got my first B for enterprise. haha. way to go.. everything is changing now. hahha..! good life for me onward will be damn busy for next week. going to attend wedding dinner this weekend and next week too. haha. busy life after starting school.. going to update soon.. gastric pain is acting up again. fighting again.. haiz. have to eat medicine.. haha. going to update again..

2008-09-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

after chatting with huihui.. seem understanding quite alot of stuff. hmmm. maybe it really time for me to move on.. i promise i wouldn't trouble you again. this is my last promise to you.. maybe everyone of us should go back to sqaure one.. everything will be better. dont you think on. i know you worry about everything.. but let just put a stop to it and stop making me think alot and wanting us to follow quietly ba..

2008-09-05T07:25:00.000-07:00

updating blog in 2 times a day? after so long i'm still being pronouce to be like that, but what can i do? i can't change you guys opionion ar. correct. after having a scar in my heart, do you think that i will still be very good with you guys. if is like that i think i'm something wrong already. serious. FIRST, I HATE TO BE HURT WITH SOMEBODY OR EVEN CLOSER TO ME WHICH I KNOW. SECOND, DON'T JUDGE ME JUST LIKE THAT I HATE IT WHEN YOU GUYS START JUDGING ME LIKE THAT. THIRD, WHY SHOULD I CARE. I TOLD MYSELF THAT I DON'T WANT TO CARE BUT IN THE END I STILL FELL INTO THE HOLE WHICH IS GIVEN BY YOU GUYS. AM I STILL CARING ABOUT HOW YOU GUYS FEEL. I JUST FEEL THAT I'M SO STUPID SOMETIMES. AM I STILL CARING ABOUT WHAT IS ALL THIS THINGS, FEELING..