Tuesday, April 13, 2010 . 8:49 AM
it had been ages since i last blogged. is had been so crazy and finally is coming to the end of my holiday and guess what i'm starting school on thursday which is quite weird because i didn't try to have school reopen on thursday because all of my friend have their school reopen on monday, and i'm the odd one among them. ok things have been going crazy for me, after so many donkey year i finally master my courage and message my friend, the one i quarreled for don't know how many donkey years. oh, quite surprisingly that i did that. because i don't even know why i did that, maybe i need my friend back to be in my life. so in the end i took the initiative to talk to him. and guess what we are chatting but i realise i'm at the boundary talk never a heart to heart like what we use to do last time, i want my friend to be close with me again, i miss phone session i miss heart to heart talk.. i miss someone who can understand who can read me fellow. but i realise even if we are friend i cannot ignore the boundary the lines we have in between because this time i have to be more careful as compared to last time, but how can i control my god damn feeling afterall, i'm a human who have lots of emotion running in my body. haiz. i don't know what to do. i know i need draw line i know i need to consider my friend other half feelings. but who is there to concern about my real feelings toward this whole thing? if this is fate. tell me what to do next. ..Wednesday, January 13, 2010 . 8:31 AM
wow.! michelle is back to update her blog. hahaha.! and today is php class.. bring my laptop to configure change os.. change to window 7! woohooo! so high. have been playing since i reach home and quickly finish rj and stuff so that i can quickly to the configuration and stuff. haha.! omg. this is a good thing i love window 7. is so nice. and the desktop wallpaper can change every half and hour and they will fit into the need you want them to be... then after that i was chatting with my parents.. hahaha.! after psycho-ing my mum. she give me her coach wristlet.. so nice of my mummy.! i love you.! hahaha.! althought she use it a few times. but i still like it.. hahaha.! yeah! happy happy.. so nice.. haha.! going to update soon.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 . 7:20 AM
haven't been very active in updating my blog. finally holiday ended, went back to school still trying to adapt back to the time afterall my holiday is just so crazy when it come to sleep. haiz.. alot of things happened lately. and i'm fine already after what i had gone through and the people who gone it through with me.. so nice of them.. this is friends who don't leave you when u need them. hahaha. well life is alway contradicting will never suit your thinking for one day. but this is life.. and there is alot of ups and downs in your life, but i think is just a kind of thinking of how u really want your life to be.. to be surrounded by happiness and alot of friends, family.. or a kind of life to be surrounded with sorrows, problems where there is no friends and family around you when u need them. so now i realise.... no matter who come in to your life be it a long or short time. enjoy the moment you have with that person and when the person leave you. don't be too sad after all u know that he/she is just merely a passerback who come to say hi and also be a friend with you for a period of time. but after he/she leaves you will realise you got one big group of friends waiting for you at the back! telling you.. they are there for you.! so i don't have anything to wish for. i just want my friendship to long-lasting with my darlings..! that all i want. well going to update soon..Thursday, December 17, 2009 . 8:07 AM
omg.! today i went out with huiling, haopeng and qinghui..firstly, we meet at jurong east. in the end i got something on.
so no choice but to meet at tajong pagar. haha.! then went to the cathay
for storm warriors. haha.! nice show. is just the sword sound make me feel abit irritating.
hahaha.! and the movie last about 2hours. then after that we went mac. haha.! sit down enjoy..
then after that huiling went off so after leave me and haopeng. listening me to whine and whine. hahaha.! so after that we walk till far east to meet qinghui. woah. we should have more this kind of gathering. althought is abit tirring but is fun. and we are having bbq on sunday.. sunday.! hahhaa.! but i can't make it on sat to buy the things. hahaha.! and we bought board game also. game of life.. haha.! taking a long time to decide whether to buy game of life or monopoly. hahaha.! omg.! this is fun. and i'm happy today. i'm just feeling so tired.. not enough rest, giving me alot of problems. being with my friends for 2 years, they are so precious to me. i can't lose them and i'm so bliss that i got a bunch of good friends who stand there for me no matter what happened. and they will alway listen to what i want to complain and whine. hahahaha.! so nice.! hahahaha.! update soon.
