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Tuesday, April 13, 2010 . 8:49 AM

it had been ages since i last blogged. is had been so crazy and finally is coming to the end of my holiday and guess what i'm starting school on thursday which is quite weird because i didn't try to have school reopen on thursday because all of my friend have their school reopen on monday, and i'm the odd one among them. ok things have been going crazy for me, after so many donkey year i finally master my courage and message my friend, the one i quarreled for don't know how many donkey years. oh, quite surprisingly that i did that. because i don't even know why i did that, maybe i need my friend back to be in my life. so in the end i took the initiative to talk to him. and guess what we are chatting but i realise i'm at the boundary talk never a heart to heart like what we use to do last time, i want my friend to be close with me again, i miss phone session i miss heart to heart talk.. i miss someone who can understand who can read me fellow. but i realise even if we are friend i cannot ignore the boundary the lines we have in between because this time i have to be more careful as compared to last time, but how can i control my god damn feeling afterall, i'm a human who have lots of emotion running in my body. haiz. i don't know what to do. i know i need draw line i know i need to consider my friend other half feelings. but who is there to concern about my real feelings toward this whole thing? if this is fate. tell me what to do next. ..