Friday, July 31, 2009 . 7:54 PM
had been so busy lately. life had been difficult for me, last friday my grandma suddenly leave we all. make me feel so messy out of sudden. so tired after the funeral.. i love her so much.. that what i want to said. well.. ytd went back to school for class... finally. ytd want to go and shop sister's present.. haha. but in the end too late, so cannot make it so we decided ytd to go today.. hahaha.! sister's birthday.. then how about mine... well i'm still thinking whether what i want and what kind of celebration, so should i say i cannot even celebrate my birthday.. another good news.. bursary arrive.. can be collect on 17 august 2009. haha. which is after my birthday few more days... gonna update again with pictures i hope.Sunday, July 12, 2009 . 8:35 AM
great life.. went out with my family today. we went to the safar jurong west.. which is still newly open.. went there to swim.. nothing much didn't do lots of things there too. so after that went back to ah ma house which is somewhere i like to go. haha.i think.. something confirm. i'm not attending august 1st cousin wedding.. too far for me.. and i will be so tired. to wake up so early. haiz. things lately happening so far which i cannot even let it wait. met carmen last friday for dessert, and had a long chat about alot of things, honestly speaking i don't know whether to be happy or sad, when she told me all those stuff, but one thing for sure will be, i want to clarify all the things, it is a torture for me after all, i thought i will be fine after so many year, i thought i let it go.. at the moment i don't think so.. after the chat with singyen ytd, which everyone will think is a miracle because i don't even chat with him about my stuff, is so funny but after all we chat.. and funny thing was he understand what i'm going through right now. haha. should i say that i finally found someone who understand what i'm doing instead of telling me, u should let it go, move on, don't think.. all this kind of stuff which jolly well i know that i can't even let go in the first place.. i think this is the funny thing i ever come across someone who i trust as a friend to me till now. turn out to be a wolf or worst witch, all along she is just using me to get close to someone.. omg.. i didn't know that.. I SERIOUSLY THINK THAT I DON'T DESERVE SUCH TREATEMENT LOR. BECAUSE OF YOU.!Thursday, July 9, 2009 . 8:41 AM
HAHAHAHA.! i'm back.! today is a fun day with my classmates.. haha.! today lesson is fun but also give me heart-attack.. last minute work but in the end i manage to finish it. today ut.. rest for one week then next next week ut start again.. now already problem 10 already. hahaha.! so fast. semester going to soon. haha. counting one more month..! hahhaha.! going to update again..
