Sunday, August 31, 2008 . 10:00 AM
seem ages i had not been blogging already. been few day starting to be very busy again. new school term is coming which is on this wednesday new classmates. making me headache after thinking it.. don't know should i feel happy or sad of changing class and classmates. actually ytd wanted to meet kelvin back to band. but seem to lazy to go back.. in the end he went back but he also don't let him enter.. so is like wasting his transportation fee to simei. haha.. who ask him.. haha.. while i'm the clever one. i choose not to go.. afterall i'm thinking alot of memories with my band life. how i wish to be commited again. but can i.? that is the problem. actually pass few days i have been thinking whether should i go back and join my band. and start to have a commitement life again... out of sudden i miss band life. and everything. haha. the time i had with them.. laughter and alot of stuffs. haha. this is life ba.. counting to 2 more days to school reopen. haiz. will i get to see someone which i want to see again.?? i think no one can give me a good answer to that .. haiz.. i just hope that everything will be fine. a new start, new begining, hope that i can forgot everything unpleasant and move on and this will be a nice chapter in my life. this is what i want for my life. look forward michelle. nothing can hold you back anymore. haha.. leave everything to fate ba. update again soon...Friday, August 29, 2008 . 2:55 AM
Pizza Hut Lunch
Anderson Ice-Cream
Shopping at Causeway and Jurong Point
Routine of my day today.
Morning
Wake up at 7am. dig my polo ralph lauren t-shirt out and wear it to school. in the end huihui cannot make it to school.. so in the end only me and huiru attend the excel class. than after that finish class. And team buliding today is also cancel due to less people coming to school.
Afternoon.
So after the class actually decided to eat seoul garden but in the end i choose to eat pizza hut. haha. student meal. a nice one. alot of people went to pizza hut and is very noisy there. so after that went to work around at causeway but huiru can't find her wallet which she want so we went Jurong Point and guess what. at this minute i was talking about him. and next minute i'm sawing him with a big group. which all of them i also know de tell me what is this.. i thought i can turn everything away. without caring about friendship and stuff. but i realise i just can't make it , afterall i'm still not so steady saying that i can don't care about those friend who had backstab me. hahha. great michelle. what i say. is not done. haha.. so my mood is quite shit today..
conclusion
althought i thought that everything had ended. but no. as i saw him. i still had friendship there.. and i'm in a lost of what should i do.. tell me what should i do.
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 . 6:36 AM
oh.. is really shit.. i hate everything.. why everytime also like that de.. so shit.. where got this kind of things. gathering no more.. than dont suggest.. haiz.. is a stone dropping down ... is just suck.. forgot it.. i dont want to care already... knew my new class also.. is W35F... HAIZ.. NEW CLASS.. NEW BEGINING. NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE AND STORY.. early time to update my blog today.. haha.. after having my long nails i had planned to have them all trimmed. so i cut away all my long nails in this morning just to wear my contact lens.. it had been ages since i last wore my contact lens.. i try new contact lens already.. i'm currently using basuch and lomb contact lens.. woohoo.. is so nice and soft too.. thinking to buy the basuch and lomb one.. today went to meet ting too at jurong east to pass her the money.. because i can't go to the funeral.. so i passed it to ting to help me with it.. so while waiting for ting i'm also waiting for joey.. passing the ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.. and is finally finish.. haiz. like no more show to watch anymore.. so sad.. haha.. nevermind.. waiting for school reopen.. and i know my gpa also.. not very good. but i will still work hard on it. tml is the outing day.. don't know want to go or not.. i'm still thinking about it.. should i go or not..Sunday, August 24, 2008 . 10:23 AM
what a big blur i had made for myself.. haiz.. really.. i didn't realise until huihui told me.. haha.. what is this.?? which means that everything will be being protected by her.. and she is still surround with everything she want. and people will still stand beside without choosing who to believe in the first place.. oh michelle you are wrong.. no one will ever care about what kind of reaction they will give. because in the first place.. they have already plan who to believe and who not to believe.. so do u have the choice.?? no.. in the first place choice is already not here already.. so what can i say.. this is what they choose to be.. so just let it be.. nothing going to affect me.. or i should feel sorry toward alot of stuff for the past few months.. and i really thanks them for letting to understand how should i survive in this kind of environment.. you guys are simply scary.. i hate it to say so.. but everything have already proven.. so is okay.. to be devil or demon again.. or should i say.. michelle had already used to this kind of naming already.?? haha.. after all. i just release that everything is just shit.. after few month we will tend to see everyone more clearly.. and slowly we will also understand what they are thinking.. and i trust this will be the scary part. because no one will even predicted that someone close to u. maybe will also stabb you in the back.. so now i had learnt.. how to trust and not to trust.. choosing too.. thank you for teaching me such a wonderful lesson.. althought i learnt in a hard way. but everything go in to my mind..Friday, August 22, 2008 . 10:32 AM
pictures pictures. let pictures do the talking.. not a fruitful day for me.. in conclusion is alway not a good idea to go out in a big group and i finally realise alot of things.. still in game?? i guess yes.. haha. i'm sick and tired of all this kind of things.. i ate my DINNER at 12am. imagine.. is DINNER OR SUPPER?? haha.. i also dont know.
Thursday, August 21, 2008 . 7:20 PM
haha.. wake up so early.. finish doing housework, after finish folding clothes. and i'm offically free. and meeting huiling at 2 later. haha.. still thinking of what to wear. so sian.. today weather is so good. so cloudy today.. but i hope at night wouldn't be like that. can like that but don't rain. or else i will really cry.. cos i want to see my fireworks. hahaha.. finally is here.. so nice.. woohoo.. so happy for huihui.. finally everything have come to an end.. how about me..?? i think is also coming to an end alredy.. going to finish soon.. everything will be fine.. maybe i shouldn't think so much like what huihui say.. everything will be fine.. leave everything to the fate ba. hahaha.. upload alot of pictures later.haha.. tonight ba..Wednesday, August 20, 2008 . 9:33 AM
msn nick :要你愿意付出，幸福就会自己来敲门. 我开始相信辛福跟命运有很大的关联偶尔也需要天时地理人和，才可能达到你想要达道的东西。after alot of stuff i tend to believe alot of things and i have planned to leave everything to fate to decide whether does everything make it or not.. because i'm just simply tired and scared of facing all this stuff.. all this just make me feel so bad after knowing so much things.. is it a good way for me to protect myself.. after reading my book last lecture. i finally understand why does this phrase we cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hands.. which mean that we can't change any things or relationship in this situation but we can change the ways of dealings to this situations.. but i sometime really dont know what am i doing is it correct or not.. haiz.. long day.. but anyway everyday going to change soon.. may it be the last outing or what.. i hope that everything will be ok..我会把一切的事情交给命运，让上天来才决定！
Tuesday, August 19, 2008 . 9:21 AM
updating my blog.. have been so long since i was updated my blog.. haha.. have been spending one whole afternoon to make my blogskin.. haha.. one and only. so unqiue hor. haha..!! no one will have it man.. haha..!! love my blogskin.. only left with 2weeks of my holiday everything have been passing very fast.. haha.. and is already wednesday already.. friday i'm going out.. hahaha.. for my fireworks.. waiting it for so long.. and it finally comes.. haha.. so happy about that.. meeting huihui and the rest too on friday.. hahaha.. counting down to 1more weeks before school really reopen.. and everything going to be a new start again.. it will be a tiring school term for me again.. haha.. is not that relaxing anymore for me.. my show is going to finish soon. hahaha..!! going to watch 2 more show. after my ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni.. really nice show.. so i decided to have the show as my blogskin. hahaha..!! and i'm going to go and see a skin doctor soon.. everything seem so suck to me right now espically is my skin.. oh..so going to see soon.. going to update again with lots and lots of pictures.Thursday, August 14, 2008 . 9:47 AM
i just simply don't understand why everything had to become like that.. thank you for what u have done to us.. i'm just simply feeling so tired and sick of all this things.. but why is everytime you guys doing all this kind of things?? why can't we have a nice outing? is this to difficult to achieve what we want?? or should i say.. we guys didn't even want to have this outing in the first place and then what for?? to have this outing, just simply forgot it and move on. so everyone don't need to find their own time in order to meetup.. since is so difficult than don't need. i don't think that there is a need for all this things already.. afterall.. all of this things is not that important for me already.. agree with what i have said..?? haiz.. simply tired. i don't wish to ask myself this kind of question again.. after being hurt.. i got a lot of thoughts coming out from my mind. and i think is already enough.. and my limit had reached.. don't try to push me forward more. or else i will really started to kill people.. and i wouldn't care who you all anymore. because you guys are not important as it is already.....Wednesday, August 13, 2008 . 9:57 AM
went to tekong today.. for my ce activity.. starting of my holidays.. just starting to enjoy my holidays.. so now is the time to find back all my time to sleep, housework and even going out with friends. hahaha..! i'm missing all this thing right now.. this morning while i'm at cck waiting for huiru i saw ting.. haha.. so nice to see her.. it have been so long since i last seen her.. haha.. than she went to school and i contiune to wait for her.. so in the morning conclusion for everyone.. we were all late.. and we used 2 hours to go to tekong from woodland is a really long journey, so we reached SAF ferry terminal and took a ferry to tekong.. woot. i think their life is quite good there ba.. get to knew alot of things.. see how they live there, practice and everything.. is so fun.. but at the same time i'm so tiring also.. so reached home at around 6pm than went to buy some bite bite for my stomach.. and around 8 i went out again. with my ah ma.. we went to imm to buy some stuff. so tired now.. tml going ah ma house for dinner too.. anything just contact me ba.. haha..Tuesday, August 12, 2008 . 5:18 AM
me and huiling
me,huiling and peng
peng, me and huihui
me and huiling
me and huihui
huiling, me and huihui
birthday present(huiling, huihui, peng,joey)
nice heels :)
group photos today( like look family photo)
me and haopengtake alot of pictures today.. todays lesson quite ok.. main thing we need to do is to do mind map. haha..! so finish quite early today. and finally my first semester finish already.. it just seem so fast. everything is passing so fast. haiz. 16 weeks of classes.. got good, ok, bad friends and alot of feelings today.. i'm happy that i have end this semester and happy that i find so many friends which i can trust and believe in and is those which i can talk too and also happy to see some of them the true colours.. but i'm so sad of changing class, when we are so bonding time and we have to choose to change class.. so no choice. we have too. so we have to re-adapt in everything and so sad of that. this is life.. but nevermind, we will still have to move on no matter what happened.. we can still crap as usual as no one business.. can meet up as and when we want, can just go out just like that.. so everything will still be the same. is just tha the feeling is different.. different being that because we all are the first classmates to everyone of us, which create this kind of bonding which make our class having a EMCAST out.. haha.. everything just happpened last night.. seriously no regret knowing you all.. also keep in touch okok..:) gonna update again.
Monday, August 11, 2008 . 6:17 AM
birthday cake
huihui present( CHOCOLATE)hahaha..!! today is my 19th birthday.. hahaha.. pon class at afternoon.. went shopping with huihui, huiling, joey, haopeng, darren and elmi.. woot. so happy day.. haha..! so went orchard today.. happy day for me.. than went to see lot of shoes.. which i like that can't fit me.. so sad right.. feeling that i'm so easily content.. now i found out. haha.~ i'm simply just need love and concern from my family.. that all.. and i receive alot of messages in the morning wishing me happy birthday thank you everybody.. so nice of u all.. haha..! looking forward to my firework ... hahaha.. quick come.. haha..!
Sunday, August 10, 2008 . 9:05 AM
Happy Birthday to me..!!
1st wish- family good health and happiness.
2nd wish- having long lasting friendships..
3rd wish- SECRET
at the age of 19 years old, i'm a surround by happiness, being shower with love by my family members which make me feel so fortunate to have them. they will also stand there for me.. no matter what happened.. really love them.. and some of my friends too..!!! so a big thank you for those who message me to wish me a happy birthday and a great day ahead..
Saturday, August 9, 2008 . 6:44 PM
time to update my blog. hahaha..!! early in the morning.. today is my chinese birthday.. woot.. so fast.. time passes so fast. and monday will be english birthday.. hahaha.. so fast.. and 2 more days going to be holiday and is end of the semester too.. time just passes so fast. everything seem normal for me today.. hahaha..! nothing special lor. thinking to buy the Randy Pausch de book.. The Last Lecture.. going to buy it later.. feel so interesting to read the book and this book is so famous. so i'm thinking to buy it. haha.. later going to have nice breakfast.. and go out later. i'm going update till here..Friday, August 8, 2008 . 10:08 AM
ytd... as usual.. take alot of pictures.. hahah..! with our dear ms tan.. quite fun de today.. but not feeling very well, so went home at 1plus.. i'm so tired.. and counting down 2more days to my birthday.. so fast right.. hahaha..!! 19 year old approaching me.. so fast.. got alot of things i want to do this year.. don't know whether can complete or not.. hopefully can complete.. and i will really love it.. if can complete.hahaha..!! pictures will be updated soon..Thursday, August 7, 2008 . 6:42 AM
FORMAL
INFORMAL
ME, HUIHUI AND HUIRUhahaha..!! finally mood getting better, hahaha.. so nice.. so touch by huihui today.. saying so much things.. and i really motivate her.. make me feel so happy which my words all make sense to her and not other stuffs and her small notes to everyone of us really make me feel so meaningful is so thoughtful of her. so is quite fun we take a lot of pictures today with jacob. last day of enterprise class.. so fun.. everything has just end like that for 16 weeks, i still remember the first day i was late for school due to some accident happened at CCK, and that point of time i feel so shit.. oh man.! in the end i still rush to school and is my first class enterprise.. haha..! saw alot of funny faces the very first time.. so after that we grew closer to each other and make everyone a big family.. have chalet together, crap together nice moment, black day, alex(sugar cane) birthday! surprise for him, joey birthday and SingYen birthday outing. hahah.! everything is just so memorable. and last but not least.. i want to thank huihui alot of things.. hahha..!! thank you her to knock some sense to me and i wake up and i realise that everything what i'm doing is wrong and it time to change and true enough i trust i didn't disappoint her by changing emcast impression of michelle and really thank her for not giving me up. so i really happy to have a very NICE, GOOD, NOT FAKE, STRAIGHTFORWARD AND PRETTY lady as my friends. although we didn't know each other for long.. but we know each other quite well..?? can i say that.. and she make me realise alot of things.. hor.. pumpkin.. THANK YOU HUIHUI!! FOR EVERYTHING...!! I REALLY APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME..!! YOU WILL ALWAY BE MY GOOD FRIENDS!!
Tuesday, August 5, 2008 . 9:53 PM
THORNS LIFE TODAY.
I JUST SIMPLY HATE TODAY!
I'M TIRED OF LOTS OF THINGS.
LET EVERYTHING BACK TO SQUARE ONE BA!
i stay playing audition again.. haha..!! seem long i since last play.. haiz.. this time i play with huihui and alex still got nickname de.. 1 is pumpkin and 1 is sugar cane.. nice nickname right.. haha.. than mine is the more unique de.. also suit my feeling now.. durian.. all thorns around me. this is my feeling now.. is like a durian bomb.. which will explode everytime i want. so everyone listen carefully... don't step on my tail.. everything will still be good. step it everything explode no one benefit from it.so people don't disturb me or step me on my tail. i will mak everyone die. i don't care who i going to pull down.. have been very tired for this week.. today fruitful day too.. fun day.. going to endure for few more days. and yeah.. michelle is a SARCASTIC PERSON she didn't know what should say and what shouldn't say is just feeling to shoot and just shoot.. wouldn't care about anybody feeling this is me... a SARCASTIC ME i'm just sick and tired of all this..
Saturday, August 2, 2008 . 10:20 PM
this is my french manicure, haha. nice right.. this is the earlier birthday present i have recieve.. thank you so much huiru. i love it alot. so ytd went to the red dot musem to do yeig stuff.. than after that went to town and do french manicure which is that. haha..! sian ytd also went to change my handphone so sad that is called my birthday present already.. haiz.. poor me.. ytd went the the duty free shop saw one tiffany and co necklace is so nice. but only can see cannot buy.. so later going vivo buy things ..
