i just simply don't understand why everything had to become like that.. thank you for what u have done to us.. i'm just simply feeling so tired and sick of all this things.. but why is everytime you guys doing all this kind of things?? why can't we have a nice outing? is this to difficult to achieve what we want?? or should i say.. we guys didn't even want to have this outing in the first place and then what for?? to have this outing, just simply forgot it and move on. so everyone don't need to find their own time in order to meetup.. since is so difficult than don't need. i don't think that there is a need for all this things already.. afterall.. all of this things is not that important for me already.. agree with what i have said..?? haiz.. simply tired. i don't wish to ask myself this kind of question again.. after being hurt.. i got a lot of thoughts coming out from my mind. and i think is already enough.. and my limit had reached.. don't try to push me forward more. or else i will really started to kill people.. and i wouldn't care who you all anymore. because you guys are not important as it is already.....