seem ages i had not been blogging already. been few day starting to be very busy again. new school term is coming which is on this wednesday new classmates. making me headache after thinking it.. don't know should i feel happy or sad of changing class and classmates. actually ytd wanted to meet kelvin back to band. but seem to lazy to go back.. in the end he went back but he also don't let him enter.. so is like wasting his transportation fee to simei. haha.. who ask him.. haha.. while i'm the clever one. i choose not to go.. afterall i'm thinking alot of memories with my band life. how i wish to be commited again. but can i.? that is the problem. actually pass few days i have been thinking whether should i go back and join my band. and start to have a commitement life again... out of sudden i miss band life. and everything. haha. the time i had with them.. laughter and alot of stuffs. haha. this is life ba.. counting to 2 more days to school reopen. haiz. will i get to see someone which i want to see again.?? i think no one can give me a good answer to that .. haiz.. i just hope that everything will be fine. a new start, new begining, hope that i can forgot everything unpleasant and move on and this will be a nice chapter in my life. this is what i want for my life. look forward michelle. nothing can hold you back anymore. haha.. leave everything to fate ba. update again soon...