what a big blur i had made for myself.. haiz.. really.. i didn't realise until huihui told me.. haha.. what is this.?? which means that everything will be being protected by her.. and she is still surround with everything she want. and people will still stand beside without choosing who to believe in the first place.. oh michelle you are wrong.. no one will ever care about what kind of reaction they will give. because in the first place.. they have already plan who to believe and who not to believe.. so do u have the choice.?? no.. in the first place choice is already not here already.. so what can i say.. this is what they choose to be.. so just let it be.. nothing going to affect me.. or i should feel sorry toward alot of stuff for the past few months.. and i really thanks them for letting to understand how should i survive in this kind of environment.. you guys are simply scary.. i hate it to say so.. but everything have already proven.. so is okay.. to be devil or demon again.. or should i say.. michelle had already used to this kind of naming already.?? haha.. after all. i just release that everything is just shit.. after few month we will tend to see everyone more clearly.. and slowly we will also understand what they are thinking.. and i trust this will be the scary part. because no one will even predicted that someone close to u. maybe will also stabb you in the back.. so now i had learnt.. how to trust and not to trust.. choosing too.. thank you for teaching me such a wonderful lesson.. althought i learnt in a hard way. but everything go in to my mind..