updating blog in 2 times a day? after so long i'm still being pronouce to be like that, but what can i do? i can't change you guys opionion ar. correct. after having a scar in my heart, do you think that i will still be very good with you guys. if is like that i think i'm something wrong already. serious. FIRST, I HATE TO BE HURT WITH SOMEBODY OR EVEN CLOSER TO ME WHICH I KNOW. SECOND, DON'T JUDGE ME JUST LIKE THAT I HATE IT WHEN YOU GUYS START JUDGING ME LIKE THAT. THIRD, WHY SHOULD I CARE. I TOLD MYSELF THAT I DON'T WANT TO CARE BUT IN THE END I STILL FELL INTO THE HOLE WHICH IS GIVEN BY YOU GUYS. AM I STILL CARING ABOUT HOW YOU GUYS FEEL. I JUST FEEL THAT I'M SO STUPID SOMETIMES. AM I STILL CARING ABOUT WHAT IS ALL THIS THINGS, FEELING..