haiz.. somehow making me to give up in a lot of things. i'm tired of a lot of things everyday is so busy for me school work, project and exam which somehow starting already. i started to feel so hopeless at few time. i finally understand why some of people who face finance problem cannot take the stress into commit suicde actually commiting suicide need a lot of courage, so somehow i starting to understand why they want to do that.. as for me. i just want to ran away to a faraway island where there is no problem for me.. just me quietly to pass everyday that all i asked.. or even better.. stay in the fairytale. hahaha. but of course i know all this is not true.. how about having a handsome prince or knight to save me from all this misery and let me live happily ever after. but is there happily ever after. i don't think so.. so i know that no matter how difficult it is to go on.. i will still go on. to be a stronger lady.! to face all this funny things in my life.. all this funny things isn't going to beat me down. i'm not that weak.. so i need to be strong from now onwards..