had been so busy lately. life had been difficult for me, last friday my grandma suddenly leave we all. make me feel so messy out of sudden. so tired after the funeral.. i love her so much.. that what i want to said. well.. ytd went back to school for class... finally. ytd want to go and shop sister's present.. haha. but in the end too late, so cannot make it so we decided ytd to go today.. hahaha.! sister's birthday.. then how about mine... well i'm still thinking whether what i want and what kind of celebration, so should i say i cannot even celebrate my birthday.. another good news.. bursary arrive.. can be collect on 17 august 2009. haha. which is after my birthday few more days... gonna update again with pictures i hope.