time to update my blog, because of huiling saying that i'm not updating my blog. sad one. haha.! recently there is alot of ups and downs for me.. althought is something familiar that i faced before, but afterall. i took a longer time to let it go and is not easy.. who knows everythings start to come back from me again.. things is alway that funny. perharps this is life, there is alway so many ups and downs in my life. and i wish to isolate myself and i don't wish to step out of my comfort zone, i been hurt for once.. i don't want histories to repeat and this is scary.. omg.! well i just need some time for myself and i guess i will be fine after this cooling down period. went to watch new moon with huiling and haopeng ytd together at ps. new moon was nice, jacob black is handsome, edward still having so strong charisma.. so nice. then after that we went to the cathay for yakun.. haha.! bread. because of huiling need to leave early so they leave and i went to meet candy and gangs. went home at about 11pm. went to find some bite to eat so that i can eat medicine... after that i called huihui and we chatted and surprisingly peng is also inside the conversation, and after the whole conversation i feel so secure.. at least i didn't have any uncertain feeling again. i'm not alone, they are alway there for me.. this is something that won't change. so after all i think i just need some time to cool off, and also prevent history repeating. so i think this is what i want.. because i don't have the 2nd time of mood to accept this.. going to update soon i guess.